Wanna be The One (GxG)

Oh fuck it

Chapter 18

Cara's POV

So it's already two days after my 'drunk confession'. I feel terrible. I feel empty. I tried few times to tell her while I'm sober but I couldn't. Because that Curly Harry always around. I felt sick watching them flirting? I don't know what that was but they are fucking affectionately with each other and I hate every part of it.

I hate that feeling in my chest it fucking suffocating me like some fucking rocks on my chest. Every time I come closer to Kendall she fucking rubbed against Harry. Like what the fuck is he doing? Whenever he does that dopey smirk, she is like swooning. My smirk is way hotter and cuter than his.

As I walked to her house I saw Kendall walking through the door. I quickly jogged to her, wanting to fix this. Fix us.

"Kendall.." I said stopping few inches from her.

"What?" She asked turning around.

"Can we talk?" I asked before rested my forearm against the door, trapping Kendall.

"Cara, I can't... I told you to stay away." Kendall said her words stabbing my heart like a knife.

"Kenny... I know I fuck up big time but I lo-" I was ready to tell her those three words which were spinning in my head and in my heart.

"Hey Nicole is everything alright?" Harry fucking man boobs, cut me. Where the fuck did he came from?

"Go the fuck away." I snapped looking over my shoulder. He tried to glare at me but I gave him my middle finger.

"Nicole." Like some loyal puppy he stayed ignoring me.

"Yeah, Harry everything's fine, Cara is done talking." Kendall said while looking at my eyes. I pulled myself from the door.

"Cool, can we go already then?" Harry asked Kendall.

"Yeah." Kendall nodded her head trying to walk past me.

"Where the hell you two are you going?" I asked in her ear, blocking her way.

"Cara." She said with a stern voice and a glare.

"When did you two even started to talk?" I asked.

"Cara, it's not even your business anymore." Kendall tried to walk past me again but stubbornly I didn't let her.

"You're caring my child of course it's my fucking business." I said.

"Look Delevingne I don't think Nicole needs your drama right now." Harry said stepping by my side putting his hand on my shoulder.

I shrug it off glaring at him.

"Nobody is talking with you Fozzy. Why don't leave us alone and go play with your relatives, the orcas." I spat.

"Cara." Kendall hissed at me trying to walk past me again but I wouldn't let her.

"Okay Cara that's enough.." Harry said stepping between us.

"Look Blob fish face get out of my way before I cut you." I said.

I don't give a fuck if he's a nice guy or not but right now he isn't my good on books.

"Cara you see Nicole really doesn't want to talk with you." He said.

"Jesus fucking Christ, Shithead take a clue and fucking leave before my fist will say hello to your fucking face." I frustrated shouted.

"Cara Jocelyn Delevingne." Kendall said stepping aside him, making me cringe. That's not good. She's really mad at me.

"What the hell is going on out here?" Kylie asked sleepily holding open front doors.