Wanna be The One (GxG)

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Chapter 28

Cara's POV

I was torn apart wanting to be with Kendall and wanting to help my father at the same time. I didn't want to leave either of them, thinking that something would happen if I'm not there. Kendall understood when I told her I can't be at her house all the time. She was calm, hugging me and said that she supports me in every way and that she's there for me. It's all I needed to hear.

I talked to my dad all week about rehab. He would just shake his head muttering that that will not help and went to his room. There wasn't alcohol in our house anymore, but sometimes I still saw him sneak in some, which would start another argument. All I wanted was to just slam the doors shut and go to Kendall, but then that fucking feeling of guilt would creep in my chest and I would stop. I don't know what to do. I can't just put him in fucking rehab and he doesn't listen to me. It's like a fucking marathon you can't finish. You reach the middle and then you're at the start again.

Kendall is the only person keeping me sane. She's perfect right now. I am still surprised how crazy she makes me feel, her magical touch waking all the nerves in my body. I try to be better for her. I try to hide my discomfort when she's around Harry. I just don't want anything to happen to her. Boys like him made fun of her when she was younger, and I don't want that to repeat. I don't want him to get close to her and make her life more miserable. It hurts me too, when she says she got slushied or just shrugs when I ask how her day was. I just want her to be happy; that everything for her would be simple and perfect. If only she would let me to break those assholes arms, I would do it in the heartbeat.

I just can believe that I have her. That she's my girlfriend and one day I'm going to put a ring on this girl's finger if she'll let me.

"Stop looking at me like that." Kendall muttered, putting her palm on my eyes. I groaned but smiled. I shook my head pulling away making her hand fall down. I grabbed her fingers lifting her hand to my lips. I kissed her knuckles still grinning.

"Do you know how beautiful you are?" I asked. I scooted even closer to her. The blush painted her face and she ducked hiding her face in my neck. She nuzzled her face and I pulled away leaning and pecking her lips.

"People are staring.." She said her eyes running around.

"Do you care about that?" I asked. Kendall shook her head and I sighed, feeling relief.

"I just feel weird." She said. I wrapped my arm around her waist kissing the side of her head.

"Are you going to tell me about what were you dreaming?" I asked. I woke up with her rubbing her hands on me while she slept. That was totally hot by the way. She blushed again shaking her head. Before she could tell me the school bell rang and I saw a pout gracing my girl's lips.

"I guess you'll tell me later." I said.

"Let's go shopping today?" I stood up pulling her with me. She nodded her head and I leaned leaving last kiss, for now, on her lips. I fall even harder every time seeing that grin and how she glows, how her eyes shine. I couldn't help myself. I laid my eyes on her ass as she walked away.

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I'm playing silly games on my phone waiting for the food while Kendall is in the restroom. Momentarily I lift my eyes to look around to see if she's coming back, but this time when I pulled away from my phone I saw this lady, Mrs. Olive. My eyes followed her moving around. There was frown on her face as she hurried around. She obviously needs help. Maybe I can charm my way into getting a job.

I was ready to stand up and walk over to Mrs. Olive.

"We should go look for more baby stuff after we eat." Kendall said. I mentally groaned. It's not that I don't want to. It's just hard with Kendall. Even if knowing our little one's gender is way easier, she has to look over the same thing ten times. She is kind of a frugal person. I think she doesn't like that she has to spend my money, but I won't give her my wallet back.