You are so beautiful
To me
Can't you see
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so wonderful
To me
~ Joe Cocker
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I grasp one of Odell's razors in my hand.
I break it, sliding the razor blade out of its socket.
I place the blade to my wrist, taking a deep breath.
I slide it across my wrist.
The crimson blood runs down my arm.
I breathe a sigh of relief.
I keep going at it.
Soon enough, I have about five slashes on my wrist.
The blood drips onto the tiles on the bathroom floor.
I lean against the bathtub, watching as drops race each other to get to the finish line.
I close my eyes, sighing.
I'm in bliss.
My bliss is interrupted when the bathroom door bursts open.
Odell stares at the scene in front of him in disbelief.
Before I know it, he's running over to me.
He yanks a washcloth off of the bathroom counter, running it under the tap for a few seconds.
He wraps my wrist up with the washcloth, mumbling incoherent phrases to himself.
I hadn't known that tears were forming in my eyes until some stream down my cheeks.
Odell looks at me; his gaze meets mine.
He then pulls me in for a kiss.
It's soft and serene.
I feel safe.
It's the safest I've ever felt in this cruel world.
He rubs my back, telling me everything's gonna be okay.
I nod my head, listening intently to his words.
It's comforting.
He tells me sweet nothings.
I'm sure the words mean a lot more to him than me.
He holds me in his arms.
He tells me he'll help me.
He tells me he'll always be there for me.
I believe him.
I tell him I'm not going to do this again.
I promise.
~~~~~
Hi Keke {curiousverge}! I hope that you liked this imagine {it's a new style of writing that I wanted to try, and your imagine seemed like the perfect time to try it. if you want me to rewrite it like I usually do, then go ahead and tell me.} I also hope that this isn't something you deal with on a daily basis, and if it is, I'm always here to help. Just inbox me or something, and I'll be glad to talk.
If any of you need help, I'm always here, or please call the Suicide Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255). They're available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
I hope none of you guys reading this are dealing with depression or any other problems.
I hope you enjoyed reading this, and I'll see you all soon! Ciao for now!
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