Finding my Fangirl

Pieces of the Puzzle

Mark's P.O.V

No known news about (Y/N)'s capture. Mackenzie and Christi arrived here just yesterday. It helps to have them here.. they know what happened to her before I did; I was thankful for the information. Ever since Kaylee had made her special visit; I've been suspicious of what she's been doing.

She has left me several voice mails... One being sexual and the rest about the kids and how she wants to get back together. I've always regretted that night, not the kids, but how sadly drunk I was and that I did that with her. Such an awful excuse I was back then.

(Y/N)... I'm sorry, I swear I'm trying my best to help you. Give me a sign that you're okay! That I'm not too late... Please.. I need motivation, I don't like Kaylee please know that, I'm not giving up on you. I promise; I made you that promise. I know I broke my promise about protecting you.. But please! I'm trying!

I had gone through our things in our room. Looking through everything and then, as if someone had heard me, a note falls out of (your favorite book). I quickly open it, surprised I didn't tear the flimsy material.

Dear Mark,

I don't know if I'll ever give this to you. In all honesty I'm not even sure if this note will exist in all honesty. I started thinking about what would happen if my parents would get me. You know where I lived and you can check there my old address is written on the back of this letter. I'm really not sure where else they would take me. The house has been condemned for a long time now and I'm not even sure if they've demolished it or not. Please, Mark, if they do get me... Know I'll try my hardest to stay alive. Mark, I love you, I love you so much. I want to spend my whole life with you. I can trust you with anything. You've been so understanding and sweet. Mark.. please.. I want to be yours forever. I want to be the mother of your children. I want to grow old with you. I know, I probably sound like a fangirl listing off her dreams about all this, and I may seem desperate. But I've been your Fangirl all this time. The fact you happen to choose me is something I'm thankful for every day. Mark. Please don't give up on me if I this happens to happen. Please.. I love you. I don't know how much that means to you, but I do. Please... I've been hearing shuffling noises everywhere I go, I get flashbacks.. Please.. I don't want that to happen. Not again. Please. I love you. I've fallen so hard for you... Please.. 
                                          ~(Y/N)

I felt something burn in my heart; something I hadn't felt for weeks... Hope. This had to be a sign; someone had answered my thoughts; I'd keep going on and I'd find her. I needed to call up Rin. Show him this and maybe we can break into that house... that is... if it's still standing.

I start to dance around the room happily and wave the paper around. This has to be some sort of sign that she was out there! I mean, what are the odds of this happening?! A million bigillion to one that's the odds! I have luck on my side, this just shows we re meant to be! That she's alive somehow and somewhere!

My (Y/N), my fangirl, is out there! Yes! It has to be the truth! I felt a smile make its way onto my face and I sprint out of my room; paper flailing in my left hand. I run down the stairs and feel everyone's wide eyed gaze on me.

"Mark? What happened?" Sean asks; I could see a little spark of hope in his blue eyes.

I give him the paper and take in a deep breath so I can explain.

"I asked for a sign Sean. I was looking through (Y/N)'s stuff when this fell out of her favorite book! This has to be a sign she's alive! This could be our clue to where she is!" I scream excitedly as Sean's face brightens.