January 24, 2015

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~Song for this Chapter: Broken Home by 5 Seconds of Summer

Dear Journal,
My mom called me today. She said she missed me but I knew it was true. She left me here. To loose my wings. To loose my feeling and heart for something I didn't even do.
Mom was only able to talk with me for five minutes. It was more like two for me since she didn't let me talk. Then again there was nothing to really say to her. I could have told her about Josh but he was my secret to the outside world. Here crushed in these walls I'm a different person.
I'm deep but drained of emotion. I'm ash though I haven't been burned.
I'm a bird even though my wingspan had been down sized.
Before the call was over I asked how my best friend was doing, if he was doing fine. She told me that she hasn't talked to him. When I asked about dad, she switch the conversation around.
It confused me to why she did it. Later today when I was able to talk to Jogn, I asked him what it could have ment. He just looked me then at his lap and told me it was probably nothing.
Maybe it is nothing. But then again it is always something, isn't it?
Thanks for Listening,
Annabeth

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