It been 6 weeks since Lukes death and I can't handle it. Everything is falling apart and I can't take anymore. I just want to hug him and tell him how much I love him.
But I can't hug him.
Today is his funeral and I don't want to go because I know that I am going to cry, but I have to go.
Its normal to cry your eyes out until you have no more tears to cry at a funeral right?
I sighed Stepping out of the now cold bath water that I've been sitting in for god knows how long and wrapped a fluffy towel around my wet body.
I began to get ready. I covered my face in make up and I blow dried my wet hair. Afterwards I curled it and put on a nice flowy black dress with some black heels to go with it. I fixed up my make up a little more and grabbed the guitar pick that has 'i love you' engraved into it and the white bouqet of roses that i bought for this day and made my way out.
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"...in loving memory of Luke Robert Hemmings." The priest finished. I wiped my tear stained cheeks and walked over to Luke's closed casket. Sniffling I please the flowers and the guitar pick on his brown casket.
"I love you Luke, more than you realize. I'm sorry that I was the cause of this. I should have treated you better Luke, I'm so sorry. I'm really fucking sorry."
Ashton came up behind me and placed his hand on my shoulder.
"You okay?" He said in a soft voice. I nodded. He hugged me tightly. There was silence for about a minute.
"Ashton?" I blurted.
"Mhmm?" He hummed.
"Do you think Luke would still love me if ya know.... He wasn't...passed?" I mumbled into his shoulder.
He loosened the hug and looked straight at me.
"Of course reyna, he never stopped talking about how much he loved you. Even after you broke up. He was deeply in love with you reyna. Abd im sure he still is, i bet he is looking down at you right now, wishing you were in his arms." Ashton said to me calmly. I looked up at the clear sky, than back at ash.
"Thanks ash." I semi-smiled at him befire hugging him tightly once again.
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A/n yes ik this last chapter was short, but sowwie. Thanks for reading and voting ily all
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