Don't Break Her Heart

5.

(Patience in the header)

Patience POV

Tony and I went out to go meet up with Mona. I really didn't want to go but I did it to get what I had to get off my chest. Janice don't deserve to have her come back into her life. She's already gone through a lot. It's been two weeks since we told her about her mom coming by and she hasn't reacted to it. I'm surprised she didn't. I know she's hurt and confused, I would be too. Shit, that's my baby, well my step baby but I don't care. I practically help raise that baby with Tony till now, now this bitch think she can come in the picture when she ready to now? Bitch must of bumped her head.

As we pulled up to Denny's, we sat at a booth and waited for Mona. We ordered our food, ate and waited. Two hours went by and still no Mona. Tony could tell I was getting pissed every second I was still sitting in this restaurant. I got up, grabbed him and walked out the door. Soon as we walked out, the bitch was walking in.

"Now you pick the time to show up. We're leaving come on Tony, " I said and he followed in pursuit.

"Wait Patience, could we just talk for a minute please, " she said stopping me.

"Mona I have nothing to say to except leave Janice alone. She's better off without you and you need to let her go. You really pick now to come back to her, what happened fucking 17 years ago when you left her on our door step, what happened than, Huh?? " I asked her and she looked at me funny.

"Yo know what fuck ya, I'll talk to her my own way, " she said walking away.

"Bitch you better stay away from her, come on Patience let's go, " Tony said as he guided me to the car. I was highly pissed off but I had to calm down for the sake of the baby. That bitch do not know she messing with.

Janice POV

"What you thinking about? " Cris asked me as I was tracing the tattoos on his chest.

"My mom came to my house a couple weeks ago and I don't know how to feel about it, " I said and he looked at me.

"How do you feel about it? " he asked me.

"I feel hurt and confused like why now you choose to come back into my life, like what's the purpose now when you could of came 17 or 16 years ago, " I said and he nodded.

"I'm just saying you should see what she wants you know and tell her how you feel but don't do it if your not ready. When you ready she'll come to you and you guys can talk about it, " he said and I smiled.

"Thanks babe, " I said and he kissed my forehead.

Cris dropped me off home. When. I got in the house I saw my dad and three tall ass man.

"Hey... Daddy, " I said nervous.

"Hey baby don't be scared, these are daddy's friends from work. There here to protect us. Your crazy mother threatened me today and I'm not taking any chances so they are here to help. Chase, Trey and Trell this is my daughter Janice. Touch her and I'll have your ass dead before you see daylight." he said and they all nodded so quick I thought their necks had snapped.

"Dad is this really necessary? " I asked him.

"Baby I'm doing this to protect you, she wants you and I'm not about to loose my baby to her. Just trust me please, " he said like he was about to cry. I almost did but I couldn't do it, not here not now. I don't want her to come, but why for me? Why fucking now though? That's what I don't understand.

"OK dad I trust you, " I said as we hugged and he kissed my cheek. With that I walked to my room and went to my barhroom to take a shower. After my shower I got dress and got in bed and tried to go to sleep.

I woke up in a puddle of sweat. This has been happening for the last two weeks. I been more close to my dad and Cris than Bryson. This dream that I had really just scared the Shit out of me. I had a dream a man came a dragged me out of my own house and stripped me naked. He took me to my mom and she watched while he had his way with me and she let him do it. It made her aroused and than they had sex. I was beyond petrified. My dad ran into my room.

"Baby you ok? " he asked me.

"Dad, can I.... Can I sleep with you guys tonight? " I asked him and he grabbed my hand. He walked with me to his room where Patience laid and watched TV.

"You sleep in here. I'll be back ok," he said and I was about to cry. I needed my dad right now. I don't care if I'm 17, I'm still my daddy's girl.

"Don't worry baby I will be right back, " he said kissing my forehead and walked out the door. I laid my head down on my dads pillow. I smelled his scent which sooth me and I immediately went to sleep.

I was woken up when I heard the bed moved. My dad did come back like he said. He saw me and I moved over so he can get in the bed.

"What happened? " he asked laying in the bed.

"I had a dream that I was raped by someone guy and mom watched, " I said and he got mad. He tried to not show it but I could tell he was.

"Long as I'm by your side, you will never have no harm done to you OK Janice, you are my world and my first daughter. I can't forgive your mom for a lot of things but I can thank her for giving me you. If she never left you on my door step that day, I would of been lost in this world. Having you as a daughter, my first baby really made me a different man. But I promise you I will always protect you, " he said as he stroke my face.
"OK dad I love you, " I said as I hugged him.

"I love you too now gets so rest, " he said and I got up and walked back in my room. I closed my door and called Cris. He came without no hesitation. He could through my window and laid in bed with me. We talked for a while and then fell asleep in each others embrace. I love this feeling. And than soon as sleep took over me, the dream didn't come to me at all, all that came was me, my baby sister, patience, my dad, my friends and Cris. All I thought about while I slept.