The Dilemma.

Kiss and Tell.

         Since it was the ending of the second day of Warped that Alicia and I could go to, I was sad that we had to leave. The relationship I had with Austin was confusing and complicated. Everyone kept telling me to watch what I was getting into. (what does that even mean?) To be honest. The moment he hugged me, I never wanted to leave. He made me feel safe. Every band at Warped made me feel safe. The fact that I don't know what everyone is talking about when they say 'I hope you know what you're getting yourself into' with Austin is completely bothering me. I mean I want to ask him what they are talking about, and yet I don't because what if it's something bad? But also, what if it's something good? It was in the back of my mind ever since Mike said it. It wasn't really affecting me, but then again it was. I was obviously concerned about something because Austin wouldn't be looking at me so weirdly.

"What?" I laughed and raised an eyebrow. He shrugged his shoulders and continued to eat his pizza. "Oh my god. Tell meee!" He looked at me and raised an eyebrow.

"What are you thinking about that's making you look fairly concerned?" he set his pizza down on his plate and turned towards me.

"I just don't want to leave because I'm having the greatest time with you." I leaned over and kissed him.

"Awe, don't worry. We have an off day tomorrow." He smiled and cupped my face in his hand and rubbed my cheek with his thumb.

"I know... it's just after that. I won't see you until Warped is over." I pouted and kissed his hand. He set his plate down on the table and pulled me into his lap.

"Ugh, you guys are so gross." Alan said as he came out of the back lounge. I stuck my tongue out.

"Look who is talking." I giggled as he glared at me.

"Hey, Alan, do me a favor." Austin said.

"Depends on what it is." Alan looked over from the fridge.

"I left my phone out on the picnic table. Can you go and get it for me?" 

"Sure." Alan walked out of the bus as Austin got up and went over to the door and locked it.

"That'll keep him from interrupting us again." he smirked and sat on the couch and pulled me back over to him and kissed my cheek.

"I have a question." I said as I leaned my head against him.

"What is it darling?" He asked as he rubbed a circle with his thumb on my hand.

"Well.... everyone keeps telling me 'I hope you know what you're getting yourself into' when it comes to you and I. What are they talking about?" I sat up and looked at him with concern.

"People are saying that because-" Alan started banging on the bus door.

"Come on guys! This isn't funny!" He yelled and continued trying to get in.

"ALAN I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD." I yelled back and Austin started laughing.

"DON'T START SHIT WITH ME GIRLY!" Alan yelled back.

"HEY! HOW ABOUT YOU WATCH IT? KNOCK IT OFF ALAN. GO FIND SOMEONE OR SOMETHING TO DO!" Austin yelled.

"I was doing something until you locked me out." we heard him mutter and we both laughed. I got up and unlocked the door. Alan walked in and glared at me.

"It wasn't even me. Chill the fuck down man." I said and sat back down next to Austin.

"Whatever." Alan muttered and walked to the back lounge.

"Anyways. You were saying?" I turned and looked at Austin again.

"People say that because I'm a huge romantic and I also haven't been in a relationship in a while considering what happened with Gielle." He looked down and started messing with his hands.

"Hey, look at me." I lifted his head up. "She was a bitch. She didn't deserve you." I smiled and kissed him.

"You're amazing." He said while smiling and pulled me closer to him and kissed me more. I started giggling. "Why are you laughing?" he said with laughter.

"Because you're weird!" I teased and he tickled me.

"You both are weird." I looked up and saw Alicia who was laughing and crossing her arms. "We need to start getting our things ready if we want to get these pictures in." She said with a frown.

"I know." I said stood up.

"Let me come help. I have nothing to do anyways." Austin volunteered and stood up. I smiled and held his hand while walking off the bus.

"Oh. Tony is also going to help us." Alicia grinned and took a drink of her Monster.

    I still didn't know where Austin and I stood relationship wise, but I feel like we would get to that later considering he was on tour right now. So far things have been fun. I just can't wait for everyone to get off of tour so I can catch up with everyone. The rest of summer is going to be hard knowing that I have something with Austin that isn't defined, but I think it's absolutely worth every little bit of energy.  I looked up at him and smiled before we reached Alicia's car. This is going to be good. It's going to be great.