Fretzie's POV
I woke up about an hour ago,wala si Chubs,umalis kasama ni Kylene.
Pag gising ko,wala na sya she just left a note on the table andd a flower, Toger lily..
saan naman nya kaya to nakuha?
So now,Im holding the flower,my back against the head board. Darn..
"Choose what makes you happy"
naalala ko nanaman ang napagusapan namin kagabi.
I will make things right.
but,alam ko naman na alamni Chubs na ayaw ko ng Rose,pero bakit Tiger lily? seryoso? ano kaya meaning nito...
Si Ivan kase,she's a puzzle, she loves mysteries.
Ilang buwan nalang..
Mawawalan na talaga kame ng pag asa.
Bakit ba naman kase di pa sya mag tapat?! Nakakainis na!
"So ano,pipiliin mo?yung pwedeng maging kayo,o yang pride mo?''
Sht. na alala ko na naman yung sinabi sakin nila Ri at Jus,last night,
Gumawa na nga ko ng paraan kagabi para mapaamin sya,pero wala.
wa effect 'tong breezy moves ko ke manang!
Hayy.. Pano ba to..
Oo napag desisyon ko na,I choose Ivan,pero anong sasabihin ko kay Xi?
Pano ko sasabihin sakanya na,uggh! asar naman kase!
Hindi naman nya deserve na masaktan ko.
Ewan.
Parang kase hindi ko kayang makita si Ivan na may iba na pinagbibigyan ng time nya,ng affection nya.
Subukan lang nya at ng sunugin ko silang dalawa ng buhay!
Akin pang sya.
Im not possessive or anything, it's just... ayoko ng may ibang kumakapit sa mga braso nya,dapat Ako lang.
Ayoko ng may iba syang tinitignan the way she looks at me,dapat ako lang.
Ayoko ng may iba syang kinakantahan at hinaharana,dapat AKO lang,
Ayoko ,ayoko ayokoooooo!
Arghh! kainis talaga!Tapos kasama nya pa si Kylene! what if.. tanongin na sya nito? What if..What if huli na? argh!
Hindi pwede,Hindi pwedeeeeee!
I scratched my head in annoyance, and then I heard the door open
"Oh,gising ka na pala Cha,bat d ka pa bumaba?"Tanong nya as she gave me a smile,
aba't! kagagaling nya sa labas and wala man syang sasabihin sakin?! Nakakainis na talaga!
"SAN KA GALING?!"
I asked her,mesyo galit ang dating,but what can I do?! Naiinis na talaga ko!
"oh,chill dyan lang haha" then she opened her wardrobe, smiling.
"Oh bat ngingiti ngit ka dyan?! Siguro may ginawa kayo ni kylene ano?!"
"Ha?baliw ka ba?! Wala!"then she faced me with her eyebrows furrowed and then walked away immediately,
bastos!
"Don't you dare turn your back on me while im still talking to you!"Sabi ko then pulled her hand.
"Ano ba Cha!ano?! nanay ba kita?! Girlfriend ba kita?!I don't need to explain anything to you?!''
"But I am your bestfriend Chubs!I should know anything and everything about you!Don't I have the right to worry?! To ask you questions? ha?!"I felt myself's grip tighten.
"Cha for goodness sake!napaka aga nito! andyan sa baba ang BOYFRIEND MO!" Nanigas ako sa sinabi nya.
Hindi ko alam ang ginagawa ko.
Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko.
Bakit nga ba ko nagkakaganito?
Because I love her..
But this is not right.
My boyfriend ako,May fiance na ako.
Ilang months nalang ikakasal na ko.
Plus,he is a good man,pano ko magagawang saktan sya?
I noticed Ivan walk out of the room and slammed the door.
You're such an idiot .
Fool.
Selfish.
Ano bang dapat Kong gawin? I can't afford to lose any of them.
I can't afford to hurt Xian while I can't also afford to lose Ivan.
This is not right.
I should be in love with my boyfriend, and not with my best friend.
Akala ko nuon nawala na tong feeling ko for her.
But,who am I kidding? Sino bang di ma iinlove sakanya.
Sweet.
Gentlewoman.
Intelligent
and everything.
But that's not really what I loved about her.
it's just..... there's something about her that makes her unique.
I was so dumb and afraid of what might happen to us back then...
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