Fretzie's
As I stared at the view of the city I've grown,
The wind blows as if trying to wipe out the tears that fell from my eyes a while ago.
And it didn't fail to.
I don't know what to feel again,like im back on being a 6 year old who got her candy from her bestfriend who has no money at all. Happy yet sad.
I let out a deep sigh as I tried to remove his reaction and the image of him trying to stop himself from crying, I felt guilt all over my body.
Yet,happy for I am free to habe her now.
*Flashback *
I called Xian a while ago,I told him to meet me at St.Joseph church.
I've waited for him for like 15 mins. 'till he finally arrived.
"Babe sorry for--"
"No ,Xi I am sorry.."I said as I faced him.
"What? sorry for what babe?"He said confused.
"I-Im.. breaking up with you"I tried to look at him.
"Oh... I knew this w OK uld come.."he looked down and shooked his head.
"Im sorry...Xi.. I really am.."
"No Cha,Im sorry"He looked at me and gave me a soft smile.
"Im sorry,matagal ko nang ramdam na...hindi talaga ako..na si Ivan talaga,Im sorry kung nag propose ako sayo ng maaga...I was afraid na mawala ka sakin.."He paused.
"I knew that you two loved each other bago pa ko dumating,kaya tanggap ko.. "He said then caressing my cheek.
"Im sorry Xi... pero sana wag mong isipin na d kita minahal..''
"I know Cha,I know.. pero Di ako mag sisinungaling sayo,right now,nasasaktan ako"He paused again as he let out a deep deep deeeeep sigh.
"But,what Can I do? I love you and I want you to be happy,"He smiled at me.
Sa ngayon,masaya ang nararamdaman ko.
"thank you Xi,Thank you"I smiled at him back..
"You know Cha,if you really love someone? you'll do anything and sacrifice everything just to see her smiling and happy,so Im setting you free,alam ko na magiging masaya ka kay Ivan,"He looked me in the eye, Pain and understanding is written all over his eyes,
"So now,I want you to chase your happiness, "
"Thank you Xi,You're the best.."
"But,can I get a hug from you for the last time?"He asked.
"Of course... "Then I hugged him ,
"Grabe cha ha,the best place to break up talaga sa simbahan no?haha, anyway go get your happiness back ok?"he cupped my face and smiled.
*End of Flashback *
I moved my way to the place where it all started, where we started.
"Huddison University "
I whispered as I read the sighn mula dito sa main gate.
I parked my car at the parking lot then walked through the H.U hall.,
Nabaling ang atensyon ko ng makita ko yung way papuntang locker room,
Pumunta naman agad ako dun and found my self touching my locker back .
I smiled at the thought of how me and my friends would walk back and fort here and how Ivan reacted when she heard that her friend David is talking to me.
Flashback
I was talking to David about how Ivan was when she was in US.
I laughed on how his face changes reactions.
And then I heard girls around us squeal and some even screamed
"OMG Pat!you're so cuteee!"
"Rozanne baby marry me!"
"Ivan bae!anakan mo na ko!"
"Frisca ang cute mo talaga!"
"Arianne pa arbor naman ng damit mo!"
"Ivan anakan mo na ko!"
"Ivan panagutan mo ang pagiging bi ko!"
Medyo na inis ako sa mga narinig ko,para bang ang sarap sapakin ng mga babaeng yun!
Ugh!akin lang si Chubs!
AKIN LAAAANNNNGGGG!!!
"hey,ok ka lang?"Biglang tanong sakin ni David
"Ah yeah right so what were you saying again?"I said as I shifted my gaze on him again then smiled.
He told many funny stories again which made me laugh until
Someone hit the locker beside me that made me jump from where Im standing.
"Dey-bed!"Sabi nito which obviously startled David.
Medyo natawa ako sa pagkaka banggit nya sa pangalan ni David.
"Oh,Ivan how's life?"He said then offered a hand, tinignan lang ito ni Ivan kaya naman tinapik sya ni Arianne.
Then she shook hands with him,'right we were friends.. 'I heard her muttered silently.
"I think I should go"sabi nito.
"Yeah you should.."Bulong nya.
"What is it?"Sabi ni david at nginitian si Ivan.
"Uh,nothing ingat Davied"Tsaka nya tinalikuran and faced me.
"What were you two talking about?"Tanong nya habang nakasandal pa rin ang kamay sa locker.
"Nothing just--"
"OH'' she cutted me.
End of flashback.
Matapos ay dumiretso naman ako sa may room namin noon,
Napangiti ako ng ma alala ko kung pano sya magbago.
Noon,she was notorious, tipong kahit mga teacher inaaway nya,pag pinahiya sya nito kinabukasan wala na yon trabaho,but then NAgbago sya. Naalala ko kungb pano sya naging magalang at natutong mag 'po at opo' at kung pa ano niya kino kontrol ang inis nya.
Flashback
I was sitting beside Ivan who's sleeping during our History Class,
Nako masungit pa man din yung prof na to.
Napatingin ito sa side namin at napakunot.
"Ms. Huddison!"Sigaw nito,
nagising naman ito at umupo ng maayos.
"Napupuno na ako sayong bata ka!"Sigaw nya ulit which made Chubs throw our professor a raised eyebrow.
"Stand up Now!"
She bit her lip when I touched her hand and gave her a 'Calm down ' look.
So she stood up.
"I will let you sleep during my class, kung masasagot mo lahat ng tanong ko!"sabi ni Mr. Antonio.
"Sure,but if I did, then get your ass out of MY SCHOOL "Then she throw a death glare at Mr. Antonio.
I elbowed her and gave her 'bawiin mo ang sinabo mo' look,and she sighed in defeat.
"Kidding,so question?"
then rolled her eyes.
Then it goes like:
Mr.Antonio: Explain the expact!
Chubs:seriously?! that's for kindergarten!
Prof:are you going to answer or you just really don't know the answer?!
Chubs:easy, it is the extinction hypothesis for the extinction of dinosaurs ,it is also a good introduction to earth science. (a system can include smaller system )
Prof:Where and who developed Logic?!
Chubs: Aristotle.
Prof: Explain how!
Chubs:Logic was first developed by Aristotle in Europe, and was widely accepted in Science and Mathematics and remained to be widely used.In the west unit,in early 19th century, Aristotle's System of Logic was responsible for the introduction of Hypothetical, Syllogism, Temporal,Modal and Inductive Logic as well as influential terms such as Terms,Predicables,Syllogisms and Propositions.
Mr Antonio seemed to be pissed off for his forehead started to crease and even tried to ask Chubs questions that aren't related to history.
Prof:Give me the different branches of Philosophy!
Chubs: Metaphysics, where you ask 'whats out there?', Epistemology Study of knowledge 'How do I onow about it?', Ethics Study of action 'what should I do', Politics Study of force 'What actions are permissable?' and Esthetics the study of art where you ask, 'What can life be like'.
Then she gave our prof a lazy look that says 'anything more?' which made us laugh silently and at the same time,dropped our jaw for out of the topic na yubg nga questions sakanya.
Prof: What is Heredity and it's Mechanism?!
Chubs then yawned.
Chubs:Transmission of traits from the parents unto their offspring,
The Mechanism of Heredity are
Maturation, Development, Zygote, chromosomes and Genes.
Sagot nito sabay taas ng kilay,si Mr. Antonio naman ay namumula na ang ilong at napagulo nalang ng buhok,kahit wala naman syang buhok.
He was not done yet, so he git his Laptop and browed the internetv for more questions.
But for everyones surprise,
She answered it like it was easy as one two three.
Sa sobrang inis ni Sir Panot,este Antonio ay napa walk out nalang.
Natatawa man ako ay sesermonan ko pa din ito.
Kaya pagupo nya sinimulan ko na.
"Ikaw chubs ah,kahit nasagot mo lahat yung tanong---"
I was cut off when she put her hand on my face.
To be clear,she just covered my gorgeous face with her hand!
So I pulled ot away at nakita kong naka duk dok ito sa table nya,Kaya naman sinapok ko ito.
"Ugh!Chubs ano ba!makinig ka nga!"Sabi ko dito ng pagalit.
"Hehe,sorry Cha, masama pakiramdam ko,wake me up when Mrs.Ramiro is done talkong shits on our english class"Sabi nito ng nakangiti pa.
Kinurot ko naman ito sa tagiliran.
"aww!opo na!oo makikinig na nga diba?!"sabi nya habang ini aayos ang pag kakaupo,next class namin kase is English.
"Good"Sabi ko sabay irap.
"Tsk..kung di lang kita.."Bulong nya
"may sinasabi ka Huddison?!"tingin ko dito.
"Nothing, G'' sagot nya,teka anong G?
"anong G?!"tanong ko dito.
"Giraffe.. "bulong nya.
"Anong sabi mo?!''
kinurot ko ulit ito sa tagiliran.
"ahh!wala wala aray! sabi ko Gorgeous! "sabib nito,binitawan ko naman tsaka nya hinimas himas.
"Haha look,Vanzie O ChubCha? cute nila no!"I heard Trix murmured beside Pat.
"Oo pero mas cute pag PaTrixia"Ganti ni Pat,which made Trix blush.
"Gas gas na yan bro!"Sabay batok ni Arianne kay Pat.
"Di mo gayahin si Pots,nagpapaka alipin sa Prinsesa nya!"Sabat ni Zanne which earned a death glare from chubs,to talagang mga to.
Nagulat ako ng kalabitin ni Frisca si Chubs.
"Uy uy... Nagugutom na ko pots.."Reklamo nito
"Lagi nnaman! "Sagot ni Chubs kaya nagtawanan kameng lahat.
"Oy ang hard nyo sa Eating Machine natin!"Biglang sabi ni Jus na dahilan para mas lalong matawa ang Wafs at kameng F4/Fab 4
Si Marianne naman kase nakikitawa lang.
Pero masaya,
"Oh Cha,matunaw ako ha?"Biro ni Chubs.
"Feeling ka talaga"
*End of flashback.
I was brought back to reality when I heard someone called my name.
Fretzie?!
To be continued..............
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