Players Girl

3. They Say I'm Trouble

Next day at 6:35
"Why the hell did you wake me up Maya?!" I asked as I got dressed. "Because Ms. Lawrence wanted you to wake up to go to school and actually come in human contact with people!" She yelled. I had a black crop top, skinny jeans, black converse, and a black hat to cover my face, and a white letter men jacket. Maybe no one will notice me. I came out of my closet. My blue strip in my hair was left out. It was a sign. A sign not to mess with me. "Wow. Someone looks like there not in a good mood!" Maya said as she followed me out the door. "Let's go hart." I said in a bad mood. I did not want to go to school. Soon I'll be in a fight and get expelled. It always happens. "Ok Lawrence!" She sighed. Then I remembered something that I can't loose. It has my world in it. No one can touch it! "Maya you go ahead I need to get something!" I say running back. "Ok!" I ran into my closet.  I opened a box and grabbed a locket. It was of me and aggie. "I won't let you slip away anymore." I whisper as I let a tear slide down my cheek. I quickly whip it away. I know how to fake a smile without anyone knowing that it's fake. I get out of the closet and run.
*at school 7:46*
My first class I have with Maya. We have most classes together except chemistry, photography, and math. Our first class is English with some weird teacher. I walk in with Maya. I open the door with a loud creak. Maya went in first. "Hart your late!" "You wrote me an excuse." "I did?" "He did?" The class asked. "You did!" She said heading him an excuse. "Maya is late deal with it! Wow and you got my signature down pretty good!" He said impressed. This brought a smile to my face. An actual smile. One that I didn't have to fake. "It was easy you write like a girl." Maya said taking a seat in the front row. I laughed at her remark. "Aw and I see you brought a visitor! Please come on come in!" He said. His voice sounded familiar. I wake in and close the door. "Looks like we have a new student! What's you name kid?" He asked. "1. I ain't no kid 2. Riley Lawrence." I say. Boys in the back start whistling. Animals. "Well Riley I am Mr. Mathews. Please take a seat!" He said. Mathews. No this can't be happening. Why now why me?! I sit in the back behind this kid with a beanie. I sit back in my chair and lower my hat. Soon I fall asleep while the stupid teacher talks about Belgium 1831. A few minutes later I am woken up by the beanie kid. "Ahh!" I yelled with my voice shaky. "What do you want you have 60 seconds to explain go." I say. He just laughs. I can see Maya behind him. "You were right Maya she is feisty farkle minkus. And class is over!" He said. "What did you just call me?" I asked. What's a farkle? "My name is farkle!" "Who would do that to you?" I asked while him and Maya giggled. "Very funny Mathews." He said. Then everything hit me like a brick. Mathews. Mr. Mathews is my father. The jerks! A tear slipped down my face. "Riley are you ok?" Maya asked me. I can see the hurt in her face. I don't know why she's hurt. It's not like she just found out that her English teacher was her father that left her when she was thirteen. "Guys can you just leave me alone before I do something I'll regret later?" I asked the best without getting angry. "Are you s-" "just get out now!" I screamed. I could see the fear in both of their eyes. I'm a monster to them. I'm a monster. They hurried out. Which only left me and Mathews. "Ms. Lawrence what can I help you with? What do you need?" He asked. Playing dumb I see. "Oh I think it's to late for you to give me what I needed. What I needed was a father. Someone that loved me as much as I loved them. But it's too late." I said as I get closer to his desk. "What?" "Don't play dumb with me Corey!" I yelled. "Riley... When did you figure it out?" He asked. "Not too long ago." I said with my voice cracking. "So... How's aggie and tooanga?" He asked nervously. "Why'd you leave?" I asked. "Riley you were to much to handle. You were being expelled you were beating people up. Every time you came home you came home with a broken or bloody nose and scars all over your body. I couldn't handle you. Then you started drinking! You were an irresponsible teen that didn't have any place in this world. You were not my daughter! I didn't raise a stupid drunk girl. Then you came home with that damn tattoo! Why were you doing this Riley! Nothing was happening that made you do this! You were just being a selfish brat!" He yelled. Tears were coming out of my eye like a waterfall. "I did have a reason! DOING THOSE THINGS MADE ME FORGET!! ANF IF YOU WANTED TO KNOW HOW AGGIE AND MOM WERE DOING WHY DID YOU LEAVE!! YOU LEFT ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST!! DONT PUT ALL OF THAT CRAP ON ME COREY!! YOU CHOSE TO LEAVE THIS ISNT MY FAULT!! ITS ALL OF YOURS!! AND FOR YOUR INFORMATION AGGIE DIED DAMN IT!! THIS WHOLE TIME I BLAMED MYSELF FOR YOU LEAVING AND AGGIES DEATH! THE ONLY REASON WERE HERE IS BECAUSE I GOT IN TROUBLE IN FLORIDA AND THEY SENT ME HERE!!" I yelled angry. "Get out." He said. "MY PLEASER BITCH!!" I yelled getting my bags. Tears were still streaming out of my eyes I quickly whip them away. I had my hand on the nob when "oh by the way how's failing at life with your dyslexia?" He asked. I open the door to see Maya and farkle having their ears up against the door. "Riley..." Maya said with her voice shaking. They went pale. "Just leave me alone Maya please. They say I'm trouble. They say I'm bad. They say I'm evil." I said as I rushed off into the girls bathroom. I get into a stall and break down. It's all your fault bitch. Aggie died and your dad left you. Your mom suffers without Corey. Look your just a waist of space. You don't belong here. Just leave. Kill yourself already! She screamed. I pulled up my sleeves and grabbed a blade out of my bag. "It's all my fault." I say as I cut myself. I made 10 new cuts. Five on each arm. Then I hear a click noise and giggling. I quickly clean everything up and pull down my sleeves. I get out to find five girls in bright short revealing cloths. Oh I know who these girls are. The five bossy bitches. I exit out of the stall to be stopped by a girl with a short pink skirt and a small tight pink shirt with pink heels. I wanted to punch her so freaking bad. "Oh look. It's the new bitch." She said in a snotty tone while the rest giggled. Ok that's one reason to beat her ass. "What the hell do you want?" I asked. "Don't ever speak to me like that bitch! Did I ever ask you to speak? No so shut the fuck up and-" I cut her off right there. I was so fucking angry not even my mom talks to me like that. "1. I'll talk to you how ever I want to so shut up asshole 2. I don't need your permission to speak and I won't shut the fuck up because I'm a boss ass bitch and I'll kick you ass any day so I suggest that you don't talk to me or even look at me anymore before I'll shove my foot up your ass and make you wish you never messed with Riley Lawrence!" I said getting in her face. "Are we clear?!" I yelled. Then she slapped me. My cheek started to bleed but that's not what i was focused on right now. I looked up and lightly chuckled. "Ha your funny but it's about to go down bitch!" I yelled. Then I slapped her hard. Next I punched her making her bend down holding her stomach. I pushed her down as kicked her stomach. "Don't you ever think about touching me again! EVER!!" I yelled. I got up and headed out. When I got out I saw Maya right there. "Riley?" She said softly. I knew she thought I was a monster. I am a monster. Her eyes softened. "I'm sorry." I whispered before I ran out.