Players Girl

4. A Flash To The Past

I was crying on my bed. I'm a monster! I hurt the ones I love. You are a monster. Everyone fears you. You are nothing. Everyone would be happy if you were gone. FACE IT RILEY! No one cares for you! Your just a fat ugly whore that can't do anything you bitch! No wonder no one wants you! You need to meet the real world Riley. No one freaking wants you hear! Your not enough for anybody! You have no one because they all left because of YOU!! The girl that looked at me screamed. "Your right. I'm a monster. I need to face the facts. Everyone would be better without me." I replied. Then the door opened showing my mom. She sat on my bed and hugged me. "Sweetie what's wrong?" She asked. "Everything. It's all my fault. I separated you and dad I killed aggie-" she cut me off. "Killed aggie? Riley you tried to save him!" She yelled.
*flashback*
"Ok aggie what kind of key do I use to open the mail?" I asked being clueless. I used sign langue of course because he couldn't hear. Our mom was behind us talking to one of her law people. Aggie pointed at a purple key with sparkles on it. "Correct Mr. Aggie!" I said. He smiled. That smile just lights up my day. Then all of a sudden a gun noise goes off. Everyone starts to run and scream. I lost aggie. I dropped the keys and started to look for aggie. "AGGIE AGGIE!! AGGIE WERE ARE YOU?!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. Then I feel a sharp pain go through my left leg. "Son of a bitch!" I yelled. I got shot. But I continued to look for my missing brother. I started to push and run past people until I found him. He was in the corner. I slid to the corner. "Aggie aggie it's ok. I'm right here ok? I'm right here I'm not going to leave you!" I said. He was shot in his arm. He started to cry. His cry makes me mad and sad. I'm mad that someone made my baby cry and I'm sad that he is crying. I like it more when he smiles. I picked  him up with all I could. I almost dropped him because of my leg. "Crap!" I yelled. I started to run through to the doors. I needed to get him to the hospital. Then I get shot in my arm. I bend on my knee. I scream." No this is your baby bro we are talking about you have to help him! He's only a kid if you don't do this, this will haunt you for the rest of your life ha hear me?! Get up and Carrie him! He is your baby you can't let him down!" My mind told me. I got up in pain and started to run as fast as I could. Which wasn't very fast. I ran to the hospital with aggie in my hands. "HELP SOMEONE HELP ME MY BABY BROTHER HAS BEEN SHOT HELP HIM!!" I yelled as soon as I enter the hospital. A lot of people can and took aggie away. "No I need to go with him!" I said as a lady blocked me. "No can do sweetie how old are you and the kid?" She asks trying to clam me down. "NO I have to go in there THATS MY BABY!" I yelled. "Sweetie you've been shot twice you need help!" She yelled. "I DONT NEED HELP!! MY BABY DOES AND I NEED TO BE THERE!" I yelled. People put me on the bed. "Sweetie calm down it's going to be ok." A man said as they put me in a room. Then everything started to go away I started to loose energy. "No my my baby. I need my baby." I said. "Shsh sweetie it's going to be ok. I promise just go to sleep." He said. Then everything went black. A few moments later I woke up. "We're am I?" I asked. A lady was next to me with a clip board. "You've been shot twice. Once in your left arm and once in my left leg. You lost a lot of blood but i think other than that you'll be fine!" She said. Then every came back to me. "Aggie. We're's aggie? Is he ok?" I asked unsure. I was still worried though. "I'm sorry sweetie. The little boy that you brought in. He- he didn't make it." She sighed. Then I got angry. I was furious! I grabbed her by the shirt and pulled her face close to mine. "No that's impossible! Your telling me that a kid that got shot once didn't make it but a another kid that got shot twice did?! That's bull shit!" I yelled. I scared to yell at her that she needed to help him them a few men came in. "THATS IMPOSSIBLE!" I kept screaming. Then one of the guys put a shot in me making me sleepy. I let go of her shirt. "Impossible. It's impossible..." We're my last words.
*flashback over*
"I didn't save him... I killed my baby! It's all my fault!" I cried over and over again as my mother told me it's wasn't my fault. Then I started to get angry. I was angry because whoever killed aggie didn't get caught. "Get out!" I yelled. "Sweetie are you o-" I cut her off. "I said to get the hell out!" I yelled making her scared. A monster I tell you a monster I am. She got out and closed the door while I break down. "This is not how it's suppose to go down! No! No no no! I was suppose to die not aggie!" I yelled hitting my pillow and throwing it every wear. You deserve to die. Look what you did bitch! She yelled at me. I will remember you aggie. Wait  for me up there please. I need you. I need my baby bro back. I need my baby. Come back to me aggie.