Secret Talents (Major Editing)

Chapter 40

Lauryn's P.O.V.

   We finally pulled up to the mall and I made sure to grab my headphones because I really don't want anything to do with the boys. I slammed the door and jogged to the entrance. I plugged in my headphones and turned up my volume all the way up. I let 'Up All Night' blast through my headphones and headed towards the Top Shop. There was a 40% off sale and you better best beileve I will be shopping there. I was going to get Sam something to. Why wouldn't I? Then I would just be a bad friend. I seen this Rolling Stones crop top. I had to get this. I also seen a denim black and white stripped top for Sam. Now we just need bottoms and maybe some shoes. I headed towards Hollister when I bumped into Liam. I took out one of my headphones to see his lips moving.

"I'm sorry what?" I said.

"Why did you run off?" He asked

"Because...if I tell you something you promise not to say anything?" I said

"You know I won't ." He said holding his pinky out and i intertwined mine with his.

"I go out with Louis." I mumbled

"Oh Lauryn. How could you?" He said shaking his head

"I knew I shouldn't have told you.." I said and ran out side as far as I could. I didn't know where I was and I was in the middle of a field and just started crying. Crying hard. I even screamed a couple of time's. I just didn't want to live anymore. I started to think of my parents and I just want them back.

"WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?! I NEED YOU!! WHY?!?!?!" I screamed at the sky. I cryed and rocked myself back and forth. My phone was ringing to see it was Harry

"WHAT?!" I screamed in the phone

"Where are you?" He asked with concern

"WHAT'S IT TO YOU? WHY DON'T YOU GO FUCK THAT GIRL AGAIN AND SAY SHE'S PRETTIER THAN ME AND MAKE ME FEEL INSECURE ABOUT MYSELF!"

"WHY DON'T YOU GO AND DATE LOUIS AND FUCK HIM YOU LITTLE SLUT!" He screamed at me. I hung up on him and threw my phone in the street. A car came and ran it over. I noticed what street I was on and noticed I wasnt that far from the hotel. I ran as fast as I could. I didn't look back and just kept going. Finally after about 5 minutes of running i reached the hotel. I pushed the elevator button and waited for it to come down. It finally came and thank god there was no one in there. I got to the floor and ran to my room. I unlocked it and grabbed a knife out of the kitchen drawer. I went to the bathroom filled the tub with water and took all my clothes off. I sat in the tub and cut deep inside my skin on my arm.

"Here's one for being a slut." I cryed. "Here's one for my parents" I said and cut deeper this time. "Here's one for being ugly." I went to deep and cut one of my vein's. I hung my arms out of tub and dropped the knife and layed there in the tub. Wanting a better life and wanting this one to end.

Sam's P.O.V

  Zayn and I were in the elevator of the hotel. I was going to jump on Lauryn and tell her I was Mrs. Zayn Jawadd Malik. I smiled just thinking about it. The elevator stopped and I ran to the door.

"Woah Sam. You excited to see Lauryn?" He asked. I bit my lip and nodded he unlocked the door I ran inside to see no one there. I put my suitcase in my room and heard the bath water running. So I thought Lauryn was in there. I knocked on the door first.

"Lauryn?" hmm no answer. I opend the door and see Lauryn in a pool full of bloody water.

"AHHH!! ZAYN!! CALL 911!" I screamed.

"What why? Oh my god.." He stands there lifeless.

"HURRY UP!" He pulled his phone out and called 911. I on the othere hand grab my best friend out of the tub. I grabbed here life less body and dryed her off and held a towel over her arm where she was bleeding a lot.