Text Messages// L.H.|| Completed ||

11// I guess so...

Luke: Please answer me I can explain...

Luke: Please

Luke: I'm so sorry I didn't tell you

Luke: please just answer me

Luke: Aria please

I'm now crying on the floor of my bathroom. Why do I even try anymore. I'm so sick of trying. I do it all the time! Even when people are rude to me... Forget it. I don't need a guy to be happy. I just want a guy. He's great. He likes me...I think...and I'll get over this, but right now I have the reason yo be angry with him.

And that's when I forgot the pain with Luke. I want to answer him. But its for the best. I need time.

Ugh I know I shouldn't answer him. But I really want to.
I can't answer him.

Luke's POV

Luke: Aria you mean the world to me please just...answer

Luke: I can't go without talking to you
Luke: Please just answer

Luke: Please I'm really sorry I didn't tell you sooner

Luke: Just talk to me

Luke: I'm sorry...

Why? Why did I have to lie? Why am I such a horrible person? Why can't I just. Ugh. I threw my phone at the wall. Shoot. I instantly regretted that. Is it broken? If it is I can't talk to her. Come on turn on. Please. Please. I have to talk to her. I threw my useless phone to the other side of the room again. I was now leant up against the wall slowly sliding down. Crying. My head in my hands.

I hate myself. I really hate myself. Maybe she won't care about me anymore. Maybe I shouldn't be here on earth. I don't think she cares anymore. No one cares. No one cares...

I went to my restroom and sat on the toilet seat, still crying. I looked at the razor that laid there. Taunting me. I grabbed it and tried taking the blade out. I was unsuccessful in my attempt. I threw it back to where it was.

Why can't anything in my life go the right way?! NOTHING WORKS IN MY LIFE! I sat on the floor of the bathroom crying now. "Luke? Are you alright?" It was Ashton. Shoot. I can't right now.

"Y-yeah. I'm g-good." I really tried my best to sound fine but it didn't work out. Just then he bursted through the bathroom to fine me crying on the floor. I'm a mess.

"Luke what happened? You were so happy earlier. What happened?"

"Oh you know just the girl that I was starting to fall over found out who I really am. Because you know I can't tell people who I really am at first so I just tell them I'm luke and if they asked 'Luke hemmings' I just say 'why would you think that?'

And they just think that that would be a stupid answer. So then when they find out they are really mad and they don't talk to me.. An-" he just hugged me really tight. I started to have an anxiety and panic attack throughout the long speech that I gave. Then I started hyperventilating and I ended at and. He just hugged me and I really needed that. Why am I crying so bad over her?

I shouldn't be. I know I like her but does she really have this effect on me? I guess so...

Aria's POV

He had stopped texting me and I've been crying my butt off. Did he really have this effect on me? Should that be an effect between me and him? I'm mad but I'm also kind happy and relieved. I have to text him. Or call. Or something?
I guess so...

Damn it. I thought this was gonna be the first book I didn't have to put mature on, but I guess I failed. Gosh I had such feels while writing this chapter. I felt so sad.

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