Awaiting Freshman Year

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

I sat on the bus bench tears stinging my cheeks the wind cutting at my neck. I looked up at the clouds getting low and heavy. Just what I need rain snow or sleet while I have no place to go. The only thing in my mind is Jaden being kissed by Staci. Even if he didn't kiss her back he didn't pull away either and he didn't yell out forgiveness or even ask for it. How could I come out with him he obviously just showed me he care more about her feelings then mine how could I be so stupid. I was so intrigued into my thoughts I didn't feel the warm presence of a body when he sat down.

"Nickiee I don't know how you think your going get a bus in Canada on Christmas Eve without a bus ticket at that." I turned around facing him I never thought I would look at him and feel so betrayed before in my life. "I don't care if I freeze to death it would be better then having to stay in a house with a guy who treat me like crap in front of his family. So you couldn't do this before we came out here no you had to get me in you turf so this way I would have to stay and be embarrassed at the same time. Well Nickiee is no fool and I brought money I can just get an hotel room until the bus are back up and running." I said with so much venom in my words I looked down at the promise ring the thing that felt so special just minutes ago felt like shit now. I turned and try to take it off the first time since I receive it.

"Please Nickiee its not like I kissed her she kiss me she just a friend since childhood that's always how we greet each other she wouldn't have done it if she knew I had a girl who I loved." "Well how come she didn't know how come none of them knew about me it was like I was a stranger walking into their house.""Because baby I wanted it to be a surprise I mean if I would've told them about you I wouldn't had been able to describe you the only way they would've been prepared for how beautiful you are was by seeing you. Do you forgive me. " he said truly sincere I looked away was I really about to believe him I mean he made it sound like he care but was I about to accept his apology yes I was. "Ok I forgive you." I said sounded defeated. "Let's go back home I'm sure my family would love you and even Staci would apology she's a real nice girl if you get to know her I'm sure you'll would become best of friends like we are." I looked at him and smile even though I knew it was no way Staci and I was going become friends like I knew it was no way I was kissing Jay again to he sterilize his lips.

Staci P.O.V

I sat there in Jay room thinking about all the good times we had before he moved we was best of friends and we had the best sex especially in this room for the very first time. I thought it was cute when he told me I was his first even though he wasn't mine I always imagine he was. The way he touch my body so gently and after he told me he loved me. I mean I know he probably was just caught up in the moment but I never let that get to me it felt good to be held and being told he loved me. The first guy I was with just button up and left afterwards. But now he came back and had a girl who he said he loved. I still see him explaining to me how we was just friends and how all those times meant nothing to him we were just friend and this girl Nickiee Nicole whatever was the girl he was in love with not me. Then he grabbed his jacket and fled from the house while I sat there in his room feeling betrayed and like a piece of trash. I heard the door open downstairs and Nicole being welcomed in by the family I never felt more left out and like a stranger in the Stewarts home then at that moment I dried my tears fix my make up and decide I would just have to get over Jay obviously he moved on so I was just going have to too. That's when Jay came in the room with Nicole at his heel this where we staying my room he said unaware of my presence. Your sure they going let me stay in the same room as you Jay I heard Nicole said yes baby I mean we made love to each other before its not like they can stop us from doing anything now. That's when I decided to come out his bathroom I couldn't take it any more hearing her call him the nickname I gave him he saying make love when he use to just say have sex when it came to me, excuse me I said as I walk passed leaving Jay and Nicole staring at me walk away. I smirked thinking about how Jay was probably looking at my ass sashaying from side to side he probably was growing a hard on at this minute. Good.