Awaiting Freshman Year

Chapter 21

Tyrone P.O.V

I sat beside Staci bed like I been doing for the last 3 days. They said she should be waking up from her coma soon until she do I promise I will sit beside her everyday so I can make sure she won't wake up alone. Her mother had to go back to work after 2 days she had a business deal that was about to close and she had to be there to make sure it all worked out properly. I was fine with her leaving because when she was here all she did was cried and it was just making me more sad then I already was. Staci test results had came back and she was negative for any diseases but the doctor said he had some big news he only wanted to share with her when she woke up. I was just glad she was negative to any sexual diseases I didn't that I could tell her that after everything else she had been through when she woke up. Jay and Nickiee came down to be with her Jay was a nice guy and I could see why him and Stac was good friends when I had to go work he would take over being with her I like knowing somebody she care about was with her when I was away. Suddenly I felt a squeeze on my hand I looked up just as Staci eyes fluttered open Tyrone she said staring down at me. I looked up in amazement my baby spoke for the first time in 3 days and lord did I miss her voice even though it was hoarse from her not drinking nothing in awhile. My throat so dry she said coughing I went to go get her some ice chips and press the button for the nurse to enter. She took the ice chip in her mouth for awhile while she looked around in bewilderment. I'm so glad you woke up baby I missed you thank God for answering my prayers.

Staci P.O.V

I awoken and looked at Tyrone he was holding my hand and it looked like he hadn't sleep in days. When I spoke his name he looked at me like I was speaking for the first time and years. Then when I spoke it felt like my mouth was filled with sand even worse cinnamon. It felt like I hadn't slept in years for Tyrone to say he was glad I had awaken. I'm going back to sleep I said more to myself than Tyrone. No No Staci you can't please don't baby stay awake please where is the damn nurse NURSE!!!!!!!NURSE SHE'S AWAKE SHE'S AWAKE. I just looked around feeling my eyes closing shut til I heard a man voice Ms. Valentine your awake thank God do you remember anything he said sounding genunely happy for me. I thought it was hard to process thoughts Um I remember Tyrone and I got in an argument on 1 month anniversary I said not able to make a real clear sentence. So you don't remember the attack he said sounding taken aback. I suddenly felt a surge of energy I gradually try to sit up and that's when I felt the pain. It was like if I been beating up thrown in front of a bus ran over and if like someone took a club and beat it against my head until it busted open. My head it feel omg it feel real bad I said laying back down. The doctor looked at me what sorrow in his eyes Ms. Valentine I'm sorry to tell you this but when you left Mr. Brody house you was attacked and raped. I looked at the doctor like he was crazy Umm I think I would know if I was attack I said with anger then I turned towards Tyrone tell him I wont attack I said but he just looked down. I looked down at my body bring me a mirror I said looking at the scars on my arms. I don't thinks that's a good idea the doctor said No bring me a mirror now Tyrone he went to the desk and gave me one I looked at my appearance and couldn't recognized who it was staring back at me. I had a busted lip, black eye, my face was swollen I would've cried if I wasn't so surprised and in pain. Tyrone kissed me on my forehead as he took the mirror away from me and went out to call my mom and Jay. I turn towards the doctor he told me he ran test results and didn't find any sexual diseases but he find out I am pregnant and it was by my attacker most likely or whoever I had sex with recently. I looked at him in shock I don't want to keep it I screamed I don't want to remember this horrible night if it left me like this I don't want anything to remind me of it. He looked at me with grief before he said think about it first and walked out. Tyrone came back in, Your mom and Jay are coming we really happy you up with us he said I was still staring at the door where the doctor left out. What he tell you he said he had big news but he wanted to just share it with only you when you woke up. I mumbled he said I'm pregnant Tyrone start smiling until he saw my face isn't this a good thing you have a baby inside you, you taking care of a human being. It isn't by you I said bluntly as soon as I saw Tyrone face I know I hit his soft spot I shouldn't had said it so bluntly to him but he was just enjoying this moment like it was a good thing. Oh he said before sitting back in his seat it's your attacker right? Yes and I'm not keeping it. What why not Stac I mean I know how you got it was not a good thing but not keeping a miracle God gave you is a sin I hope you just thinking about adoption if you don't keep it. No I don't want have to carry this thing inside me for 9 months. What if it is my baby though Stac. Tyrone if its not the attacker baby its Jay's because he the last person I slept with before I got raped. He what. I turned away from Tyrone in shock that I just let that escape my mouth I was just so angry I didn't know what I was doing until to late. He stood up and left in frustration.

Tyrone P.O.V

I couldn't believe what Staci just said she cheated on me like really cheated on me after all I been through these 3 days feeling guilty over the situation. Doing nothing but being by her side I couldn't sleep eat or anything all I did was pray for her to wake up for her to say that to me. How could I be so stupid and fall in love with a girl who didn't give a shit about me. I got up deciding to leave Staci and to leave her without turning back when I caught Jay coming up the stairs with Nickiee. He had his signature grin on and him and Nickiee was in eachother arms when they saw me they froze. I guess my face expression told a lot. What's wrong did she fall back into a coma is she ok said Jay. She fine she pregnant I said still not cracking a smile. Nickiee smile that's a beautiful thing why you seem upset. Oh because she not keeping it she having an abortion oh and another thing its not mine. Their face drop its the guy that did this to her said Jay growing angry. I smile yea it could be or it could be you I said grabbing him up by his shirt. His eyes grew in shock and disbelief no it couldn't he said seeming like he was trying to convince himself more than me. Oh yes it could she told me it could be yours or the rapist but it don't matter either way she not keeping. Do you know how it feel to have your girl wake up the one you think you in love with and then they tell you their pregnant and its not by you its either by a guy that beat the shit out of her and left her in an alley to die. Oh this nigga who been smiling in your face acting like he hadn't done nothing. Y'all be perfect together I said looking at him in disgust l looked at Nickiee and mouthed an apology before I walked out not turning back.