karkatxterezi karkat?dave
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Past.
You take a seat down next to her,and slowly inch your fingertips across the bed sheets to hers, intertwining them together.
Breathe,Karkat.
"You were to be the only one that would keep me motivated from being alive."
"Remember, Terezi?"
No answer, of course. Shes still sleeping. But you continue.
"We..We were not the 'perfect' couple, lovers quarrels and all, but You were always there when I was pushed down and suffocating from all of this..this bullshit. You urged me on, and soon,though you were annoying as fucking shit, you've grown on to me. Soon, I felt as if I couldn't live without you,a-and I think, no, I know you felt the same way."
"You do, right?"
You raise your voice,horse and desperate. "Terezi I love you, so if you do feel the same way don't fucking leave me you hear?! Don't fucking do this to me! You tell me,you urge me to move on in life but how can I move on when you're gone? How can I live when
I've lost a part of me?
And my souls a sorry state.
So come on down and look at us,
Your empty lovers.
I'm lost and stripped of happiness,
And the snakes start to sing.
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Current.
This is not happening again. It can't be happening to me again. Just when I think I've found someone like Terezi, He decides to shatter the remains of my heart and warmth into pieces. I step myself into the explict scene and face misery once again. Oh the moans. It deafens my hearing as my heart's rate esculates. I croak out these cursed sentences once more,
"Dave..Dave,Dave,DAVE! We..We were not the 'perfect' couple, lovers quarrels and all, but You were always there when I was pushed down and suffocating from all of this..this bullshit. You urged me on, and soon,though you were annoying as fucking shit, you've grown on to me. Soon, I felt as if I couldn't live without you."
"But I guess you don't feel the same." Tears splash down the floor as you try to choke out your words.
"I loved you Dave...Why would you leave me?Why would you fucking do this to me?You tell me you love me, but is this how everything is now? You go and fuck with someone else? You said you could fix me, but then you do this?!"
"Do you really think you can fix me?"
"And to think you could even replace her...How fucking stupid I was."
The girl on the bed glares at you and barks back,defending Dave as he slowly tidies up himself,
"You're better of dead, fag. Go to fucking hell, thats where you belong." Your emotions boil.
"Don't say I'm better off dead,
Cos heaven's full and hell won't have me!" You add on mockingly with a small laugh through your tears. Attention now on Dave.
"Won't you make some room in your bed?"
Dave pinches the bridge of his nose and looks at you,his face pink with frustration. "Karkat listen, I do love you I just-"
"No..Dave you just shut the fuck up, what ever you tell me is either bullshit or a lie." You sob,your voice now bouncing off the walls,silencing them both.
"I'm just a would've been, could've been,
Should've been, NEVER was and NEVER EVER will be!!"
And I fall apart.
And the snakes start to sing.
Remember those nice things you told me,Dave?
Remember,Dave?
"Was I your knight in shining armour?
Was I really the apple of your eye?"
Or was I just another step,
a fucking step to climb?
