Friday 9:00am
Baileys funeral is today..... id never think id say that till we were 90.
I get out of bed regretting this day never wanting it to happen
I grab My black shirt the one Bailey called chic I put on my black pants, black shoes, black belt, black tuxy jacket, and black fadora.
I get in my car. 9:30. Im at the funeral home crying as i walk in.
I see my mom and grandma. I sat next to them.
Baileys family and other friends were giving speeches.
The pastor then said "Baileys brother would like to give a speech"
Bailey was an only child.
He then said my name I walked up.
"Bailey was an amazing friend she was myy best friend (chokes up) She was my sister. I loved her, like a little sister. Bailey and i always had nicknames for eachother she was Bay I was DillPickle (crowd laughs). we used to always I wouldnt have nothing if I didnt have you."
It was a closed casket so I couldnt see my friend for the last time. Just a picture of her that she always hated. But she still looked beautiful.
When they took her casket to the cemetery they played that song on the bagpipes and her mom asked if i could sing amazing grace to it. I told her i would be honered.
So i sang it. I cried so much i couldnt sing it right. Her mother said it was fine after when I apologized.
