I'm In Love With My Sister?

6

Kellin's P.O.V

I've wanted to apologize to Andrea, but I just don't find the words. She's my sister, she's special to me and I love her but at the same time, I feel so uncomfortable around her. I don't know why, I just know that every time I talk to her, I feel butterflies in my stomach. NO, there are not butterflies, it's a ZOO.
I'm not sure about what I'm feeling, I just know I want to hold her and be there for her, but I know she's mad at me and I'm really sorry for what I did.
It was time for us to get onstage and I saw how Andrea walked away...I wish she could understand why I'm doing this. I even got a little jealous, when I saw how she was walking with Elliot, hand in hand...I don't want that guy close to her and I'm going to do everything that's in my hands.
The guys and walked onstage, we greeted the fans and we started to do our job, which is entertain them and make them have a great time.
~TIME LAPSE~
Once we got offstage, I grabbed my phone and I had like 14 missed calls from Vic. I called him back but he didn't answer, so I decided to call Tony.
"Tony, what's going on? I have 12 missed calls from Vic..." I said.
"It's Andie" he said about to break down.
"What happened to her?" I asked worried.
"Come to the hospital" he said as he hanged up.
I looked up at the guys.
"Kellin, what's wrong?" Jack asked.
"Andie is at the hospital..."
"Then, why the fuck we're standing here?" Justin said as we made our way to the bus.
We got changed and we took a cab to the hospital.
When we got there, I found Pierce The Veil, each of them crying....
"Guys, where's my sister? What happened to her?"
"Don't you dare to call her your sister after what you did to her" Mike said as he looked up at me.
Vic sighed, "Did you know she started to self-harm?"
"What?" I asked.
"She started to do it because of you, Kellin" Jaime said. "I found her this morning, I talked to her and told her to stop and now, look"
"She thinks you don't love and because you don't love her she thinks nobody does" Tony said.
"Did you know she went through the same shit you did?" Jack said.
"Her "father" left her when he found out about her" Justin said.
"How can you guys know all this and she never told me?"
"Because you never cared about her, you ass" Nick said as he walked away.
"Is she okay?" I asked, almost tearing up.
"They haven't told us anything and probably, she won't make it" Jaime said. "There was a lot of blood, Kellin"
I felt my whole world was coming down...Andrea is fighting for her life and it's my fault.
After what seemed like hours, a doctor walked towards us.
"Andre Quinn"
I stood up, "I'm her brother"
"She's in a critical condition...her blood type it's not easy to find and we need someone to donate, otherwise she won't make it"
"Which is her type of blood?" Jack asked.
"O+" he said.
"I'm going to donate" I said.
"You're O+?"
I nodded.
"Let's proceed..."
I followed her and honestly, the guys are right...this is my entire fault and if something happens to Andrea it's the end of me.
~TIME LAPSE~
5 hours...5 hours without knowing a thing about my baby sister.
"She'll be okay..." Gabe said as he rubbed my back.
"I know she won't..." I said.
"You know? We saw a different side of you; we never thought you had before"
"Which one?"
"Weakness..."
"Yes, I'm weak Gabe and I'm always going to be weak..."
"Let me give you a little advice...solve things with Andrea. She needs you more than anyone right now, Kellin..."
"I will, I just hope she listens to me"
Pierce The Veil had to leave, because otherwise they were going to get fired, while the guys and I need to move tomorrow and I know Andie is not going to wake right now...so an old friend of mine will be taking care of her while we're gone.
"Are you really planning to leave her?" Justin asked as he walked towards us and gave me a cup of coffee.
"I don't want to, but we don't have a choice" I said.
"I'm sure she'll wake up soon...we should talk to the label again and ask them for 3 days" Jack said.
"Jack is right...we should, because there's no way we're going to leave Andie alone" Gabe said.
"I don't want to leave her, but there's nothing left to do..."
"If you're not going to talk with them, I will" Nick said as he pulled his phone out.
I know Rise Records will say no and I don't give a fuck if we get fired, what matters is Andie and only her.
The doctor walked towards us, I stood up and waited for her to say something.
"Andrea, just woke up...you may see her, one by one" she said as she walked away.
"You guys go first" I said.
"You should be the one to go first, you're her brother and I bet there are a lot of things you need to apologize for" Justin said.
I sighed and nodded.
I took a deep breath and walked towards Andrea's room...I was kind of nervous, since I don't know if she's ever going to forgive me. I love her and I wished, I could had known about everything she was going through, otherwise I wouldn't had done such things to her.
I got in her room and she looked so peaceful in her sleep...I walked towards her and that's when her eyes fluttered open.
"Hey" I said.
"Get out of here" she said.
"Andrea, please..." I said as I grabbed her hand. "I know I did a big mistake...I'm always going to regret it and be sorry. You're my sister and my ego took the best out of me...from now and on, I swear things are going to change"
"I can't believe you"
"Give me another chance"
"I want actions, Kellin...not words"
"And I promise I'll show you actions, but I need you to give me another chance"
She just nodded.
"You do?"
She nodded.
I smiled and kissed her forehead, "I promise you won't regret it"
"I hope..."
We talked for a little and then the guys got in...They greeted her and gave her flowers. The guys took care of her when I didn't...but now, that's not their work but mine.