I'm In Love With My Sister?

5

Andrea's P.O.V

3 DAYS LATER
The guys cancelled the trip and I was looking forward to go with them, but anyways I'm stuck with Kellin. He'd been acting weird, lately and I don't know why but I don't care.
I got out of my room, Vic did an amazing job and I'm really proud of him, I love all the effort he placed into it.
"Hey, can we talk?" Kellin asked as I was walking by.
"About?" I asked as I stopped and looked at him.
"I know we don't get along, but it doesn't mean we can't talk to each other...."
"What you want to talk about?" I asked as I took a seat opposite him.
"Well...I'm in love with this girl and she knows I have a sister, so will you like to act like if we're the best of "friends" "
"So you're going to lie to her?"
"Well, I'm not going to lie..."
I sighed, "You know something, Kellin? No! I'm not in...if you treat me with all this hate, imagine how you're going to treat that poor girl!"
"Don't you dare to talk about me like that!" Kellin yelled.
"I do, because it's the fucking truth!"
Before I knew it, there was a slap across my face. I held my cheek as I looked at him on disbelief. When he realized what he did, his expression softened and he tried to apologize.
"Don't dare to touch me!" I said as I ran out the house. I started to run and run until I was far away from that house.
I sat in a bench and thank God I had my phone in my pocket, I pulled it out and called Justin.
"Justin?" I asked in a teary voice.
"Andie, what's wrong? What happened?" he asked in a worried tone.
"Can you pick me up?"
"Andrea, please...tell me, what happened?"
"Please, just come...I need you" I said as I told him where I was and hung up.
I couldn't help but cry, I can't believe Kellin was able to place a hand in me and I need my mom more than anything right now...I can't believe she's not here with me right now.
A black SUV pulled over, Justin got out the car, walked towards me and hugged me.
"Who did this to you?" he asked.
"Kellin..." I said almost in a sob.
"I'm going to kill him, I swear I'll kill him" he said as he kissed my forehead.
"Let's go, baby girl" he said as we walked towards his car and he opened the car door for me.
I want to go anywhere, but back to that hell.
"How could he do this to you?" he said as he grabbed my hand.
"Please, let's not talk about this"
"Are you hungry?"
I shook my head, "No, thanks"
~TIME LAPSE~
We pulled over at his house. He opened the car door for me, I got out and grabbed his hand as we walked towards the doorway.
"You can stay for as long as you want, okay? But first I'm going to kick your brother's ass" he said as we got in.
"Justin, please..."
"I'm not going to leave things the way they are, Andrea!"
"I know, but I don't want more fights okay?"
"Okay..." he said as he hugged me. "I'll call Vic"
I nodded as I took a seat in the couch. I was just going to sit here and wait for the guys arrive. I don't want to know a thing about Kellin right now; I just want to be alone.
The doorbell rang and since Justin was still upstairs, I stood up and went to open it. Once I did, Jaime hugged me.
"Are you okay? Justin told us what happened..." he said.
"I swear I'm going to kill your brother if he keeps going on with his attitude" Gabe said.
"Guys please"
"This can't be happening" Nick said.
"Kellin is an asshole, that's exactly what he is" Mike said.
"He's a monster, that's what he is" I said as I went up the stairs and walked towards the bathroom. I started to look through Justin's cabinets and found scissor. I haven't done this in a long time but I need it...I grabbed it and made 5 little cuts in my wrist.
I just ruined my record...I've been 2 months clean, but I won't be anymore because this is the only thing that can help me escape, it's the only thing. Once I finished, I cleaned everything up and made my way downstairs.
"Are you okay, Andie?" Mike said as I took a seat next to him.
I just nodded.
"We're going to talk with Kellin while you stay here" Jack said.
"Please, don't talk to him...Leave the things the way they are and if you want to talk to him, then go ahead but I don't want to get into more trouble, okay? All I want to do is to get the fuck out of here and go back home. I want to be with my mom and if any of you weren't here, I'll be okay...thanks to you my life is all fucked up!" I said as I got out the house and ran away.
I don't want to know a thing about them.
A WEEK LATER
My relationship with the guys and Kellin is kind of weird now...we barely talk to each other and I like the way it is. I don't want them to grow "fond" of me, because I know I'm soon going to leave.
I know my mom is doing well and she's soon going to be out, and we'll be together again.
"Ready?" Kellin asked as he got in.
I just grabbed my stuff, got out my room and went down the stairs. The guys were already in my in the living room and the bus was outside. I just wanted to leave, but at the same time I didn't want to be stuck with them...I really don't know what to do.
"Can we talk?" Vic asked as he looked down at me.
I nodded.
"We just want to help you, Andrea"
"All of you, except Kellin"
"We just want to be there for you, okay? We're trying to help you and Kellin...and if you don't want us close, that's okay but remember we're here for you and we love you"
I nodded as he went inside.
"No one can help me out now, Victor" I whispered.
I decided to get in the bus and choose my bunk. Once, I did I grabbed my little special box and walked towards the bathroom. I opened my box and my best friends (razors) where there already waiting for me. I grabbed one and started to carve the word 'worthless' in my wrist.
While I was cleaning everything up, Jaime got in and looked at me. He just stood there and watched me.
"A-andie...why?" he asked.
I was attempting to walk passed by him, but he grabbed my hand, "Please let me go"
"Andrea, we're here for you...why you had to do this? Why?"
"No, you're not here for me...I'm alone, I have nobody"
"Shush, princess...stop saying that" he said as he kissed my forehead.
"You have no idea of how it feels, Jaime" I said as I cried in his chest.
"Everything's going to be okay, I promise...I'm going to be here, okay? But I want you to stop"
"I will"
"You promise?"
I nodded.
"I love you, okay?"
"I love you too"
He went for the emergency kit, wrapped my cuts and kissed my cheek.
"I'll make some tea, okay?"
I nodded as we walked towards the front part of the bus. The guys got in the bus and I looked up at them...the reason why I started again is because of Kellin, he's the only reason and I know one day things will change and I won't have to deal with this anymore.
"Here" Jaime said as he came back and gave me a cup of tea.
"What's the tea for?" Vic asked.
"I didn't get any sleep last night and I need a nap"
"Oh"
I drank my tea as everything went silent. I just hope I can get out of this...
"I'm so ready for our first performance" Mike said.
"I'm just going to walk around, while you guys are playing" I said.
"Stay and see us play" Vic said.
I shook my head, "Sorry guys, but no"
We're soon going to arrive to San Diego and I know the guys are excited because the tour is taking off. I just hope this gets to be a nice experience for me.
~TIME LAPSE~
The guys were ready for their concert...Sleeping with Sirens is on first and then Pierce the Veil...I really don't know if I want to go, but they're making me go.
I looked myself in the mirror and I was so ready to support Pierce the Veil (http://www.polyvore.com/pierce_veil/set?id=140704996). I love those guys and I love Sleeping with Sirens too, but I know Kellin is going to talk if he sees me with their merch on.
I walked towards the living room area and waited for the guys there.
"I'm so ready for this" Nick said as he walked in.
"Luck" I said.
"That's all you're going to say?" Jack asked as he got in.
"I have nothing else to say...now, if you excuse me. I'm going to walk around..." I said as I got up and stepped out the bus.
I walked out and went to get a coffee, since the tea Jaime did for me is still having a strong effect. I made my way to the closest cafe...it looked colorful and there was a lot of people. I made my way towards the cashier, but it the process I bumped into someone.
"Sorry..." I mumbled.
"It's okay" a male voice.
I looked up at guy, between 19 and 20...blue-eyed, long hair...he's cute.
"Do I know you?" he asked.
"I don't think so..."
"I'm Elliot..." he said as we shook hands.
I looked up at him, "Elliot?"
He nodded.
"Elliot Ross?"
"Yeah, how do you know?"
"It's me, Andie"
"Andrea?" he asked as he grabbed my hand and turned me around. "I can't believe it's you"
I smiled, "What are you doing here?"
"I work for Kerrang!"
"Really?"
He nodded, "And what are you doing here?"
"I'm touring with my brother, Kellin"
"No way!"
"Yes way..."
"He's cool, though"
I shook my head, "He's a douche..."
"Andie, I've been interviewing your brother for years and he's an amazing person"
"Or that's what he appears...Kellin is a monster, okay?"
"And you've been living with him all this time. How you stand it?"
"I don't have another way out...so; I'm stuck with him until my mom gets better"
Elliot and I got coffee and made our way back to the venue. Since, Elliot was close...Kellin started to "act". He was treating me nice, asking me if I was okay, if I needed anything...I was so frustrated.
"A monster, huh?" Elliot asked.
"He's acting, because you're around" I said.
"It seems he does care about you"
"He doesn't..."
"Well... got to go, but I'll call you okay?" he said
I nodded and kissed his cheek. I smiled as he walked away...
Elliot had been my crush since high school. He's cute, sweet, smart but back then he was douche. I wasn't the prettiest girl at school, okay? I used to wear glasses and had braces, while he was the typical school jock...we were opposites and I never thought he'll end up working for Kerrang!
"You know Elliot?" Kellin asked.
I nodded, "We used to go to the same school..."
"Oh..."
"Yeah"
I'm still wondering how people can look up at Kellin as a hero, when he's just a piece of shit? I have no idea of how he can "save" lives, when he's not evening saving his own...I just don't know, but I can't with this anymore. I can't deal with how FAKE he is.