I'm In Love With My Sister?

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Andrea's P.O.V

3 DAYS LATER
I got better and I was able to join the band onstage. But today I have something prepared for Kellin...I don't know how could I be so blind and blame him for everything I'm going through. I love him so much and he I hate to see him hurt...he doesn't deserves it after all the happiness he brought to my life.
I grabbed my home and texted my man, who was out with the guys having some coffee.

Me: Honey, can you meet me in a hour?
Kellin: Sure, my love
Me: See you soon, then

I grabbed my picnic basket and jacket as I stepped out the bus...I walked towards a forest not far away. I started to set everything for our romantic picnic.
I had blankets, candles, music, food...everything for tonight, but at the same time I was kind of nervous...there are girls that try to make something special for their guys but they don't seem to appreciate it, but Kellin is not that type.
My phone rang, so I grabbed it and read Kellin's text.

Kellin: Honey, is it okay if we meet right now? I won't be able to be with you later
Me: Okay...I'll be there in a sec..
Kellin: Okay...

I left everything ready and went to get Kellin. I found him waiting by the bus and I walked towards him.
"Where were you?" he asked.
"Follow me" I said as I grabbed his hand and walked towards the forest again.
"Andrea, I do not like this..."
"You will, when you see what I got prepared for you"
Once we got to the place, he started to kiss me.
"You really did this for me?"
I nodded.
He wrapped his hands around my neck, "Do you have any idea of how much I love you?"
I smiled, "I love you too, honey"
"Baby, you didn't have to do this" he said as he grabbed my hands.
"But I wanted to...Kellin you're everything to me and I want to show you that"
"My love, you don't have to show me anything..."
"But yet, I want to be with my man" I said as I placed myself in my tip-toes and kissed him.
We took a seat and we started to eat...we even played some slow music. "Love Me Tender" is like my favorite song...Kellin stood up and reached for my hand.
"Can I have this dance?" he asked.
I smiled and nodded as I took his hand. He pulled me to his arms as I placed my ear to his chest...I start to hum to the music as I took my hands to his chest.
"Andrea...you're the best thing that had ever happened to me"
"I am?" I asked as I looked up at him.
"Yes baby...why you doubt it?"
"Because you once said you wish I wasn't--"
"I know what I said, baby and I'm sorry. I regret every single word...and I swear I can't even sleep at night thinking about the horrible things I did, thinking about all the things I made you go through. I'm surprised, that you're still with me and trying to get over what I did..."
"Baby, I already got over it...and you know something? I love you so much and I want to be with you for the rest of my life"
"Really?" he asked.
I nodded.
"Then, marry me..."
I sighed, "Kellin, I'm not ready for that..."
"When you'll be?"
"I don't know"
"Then it's not like you love me at all" he said as he pulled away.
"Kellin, which is your hurry in marrying me? I'm not going anywhere..."
"How do you even know that?"
"Because, there's no other guy I rather be with" I said as I wrapped my arms around him.
"Andie, I need you to give me an answer"
"I don't work under pressure, Kellin and thanks for ruining this special night" I said as I grabbed my jacket and walked away.
All I wanted was to spend some time with him and tell him how I feel, but it seems that's nearly impossible. Kellin wants me to marry him, when we just started dating...we suppose to get to know each other before even getting to that big step.
I don't know what makes him think that I should marry him, right now. He even said it...I'm too young. Yes, I want to be with him but if things keep going this way, we won't be able to get where he wants us to get.
Instead of going back to the bus, I decided to spend the night at a hotel. I don't want to be there right now...I don't know why I feel this, but I know Kellin is hiding something from me and I need to know what it is.
~TIME LAPSE~
I had like 20 missed calls from Kellin...the truth is that I don't want to talk to him right now. All I want is to be alone and get myself back together. I've been even thinking about breaking up with him but I love him way too much to do that.
I need my mom more than anything right now...she always knows what to do and I'm sure she'll tell me to leave tour and Kellin, but I won't...I'll talk to him and find out what's going on and I knew exactly who can tell me this.