Is this really love: Ray Ray abuse story

CH|17

Chapter 17

'Why did I meet up with him? Why did I agree to go anywhere with this monster? Did this really just happen'

"What are you thinking about" Ray said bringing me out of the thoughts swirling through my head.

I turned my body to face the window, not wanting to look at him.

"I said what are you thinking" he says grabbing my thigh, giving me a slight squeeze.

"Nothing" I reply, pushing his hand away.

"I know you Nessa, so I'm gonna ask you one more time, what are you thinking" he says looking at me.

"Why Ray" I say after a minute of thought, "why do you do this to me. You say you change, yet you go and not only rape me, but inject me with drugs"

"I need to teach you a lesson Vanessa" he replies calmly.

"What lesson Ray!" I yell, turning towards him.

"That you need me" he says with a smirk playing on his lips.

"Ray, I will never in my life need you. For you to have the audacity to say that is crazy. So you know what?" I say, grabbing my purse noticing we arrived at my hotel.

"What" he asks leaning in to my face.

"Fuck you, cause I guarantee you that you will not be receiving a call from me ever again. You can delete my number right now. I hope you overdose because you deserve to die." I say looking him dead in his eyes.

I open the car door, only to be welcomed by the flashing lights of paparazzi. I can already see the headlines now, "Vanessa is having an affair with her ex Ray" or some shit like that. If only they really knew.

Finding my way through the crowd, I walk in the room to find Craig asleep in the bed, looking as beautiful as ever. I strip out of all my clothes and hop in the shower, before throwing on a big shirt and snuggling up against Craig.

"I'm back baby" I say, placing kisses on his chest, waking him up.

"How was it" he replies sleepily.

"Um, it was okay"

"Are you sure"

"I'm sure baby, go back to sleep" I say pecking him on the lips.

As Craig lays his head on top of mines, I can't help but replay the events that happened just hours before.

"Babe you okay" Craig says, pulling me out my thoughts .

"Uh yeah" I say, confusion in my voice evident.

"You're shaking, you sure you're good" he says sitting up.

"I'll be right back" I say getting up going to the bathroom.

Turning on the lights, I look at myself in the mirror, noticing myself shaking like Craig had said. My confusion to why I was shaking didn't last long once I saw my arm. The area of the injected needle started to turn red, as well as itch. I started feeling as if I needed something, an urge if you want to be honest, but what it was, I couldn't figure out. But it didn't take long to know what I needed, as well as wanted very badly.

"I'm gonna go grab some water" I tell Craig as I turn off the light and head down the hall that leads to the kitchen, grabbing my phone in the process.

Pacing the floor, he finally picks up.

"Hello" he says.

"Ray, I need you" I whisper into the phone, "And I need you now."

......................................................................

Ok, so first update in forever, I know lol. Don't hate me. But I hope you enjoy this chapter. I feel like I write way better than I did before, so comment your thoughts and tell me if you love it or hate it please. I'll be updating when I hit at least 100 reads, and at least 50 votes and I'll say 15 comments. So go vote, comment, and share this book. Let everyone know I'm back! And a special thanks to @kingkaaeee for encouraging me to write again. If it wasn't for you boo, I would have deleted this book. Love you girl!