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Natapos na yung reunion pero yung nararamdaman ko Hindi pa...
Ngayong nalaman ko na yung feelings ko para sakanya...
Ayaw ko nang magdeny...
I need to talk Macey....
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Pumunta ako sa bahay nila to tell her the truth...
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Sa bahay nila...
Pinapasok nya ako sa kwarto nya...
I see her serious than ever...
Nakatingin lang sya sakin...
Waiting for me to talk.....
Then I take a deep breath as I start talking...
"I'm sorry...." I started.... Hindi sya kumibo nakatitig lang sya sakin.
"I'm so sorry Macey...." Wala akong masabi kundi sorry... Now I see tears rolling down her cheeks..
I don't want to see her crying...
"Si Joey di ba?" Tanong nya... How come she knew,?
Nagtataka yung itsura ko ... Then muli syang nagsalita..
"After all na ginawa ko ? Siya parin?" She sobs... Please Macey don't make this thing hard for me..
"Alam ko na sya yung mahal mo.... I'm not dumb.... After all these years .....you still live her.......nung anniversary nina dad .....I saw Joey's name on your phone.... She texted you.....I can see your face....your smiling.....I can feel that your happy..... Your happy....kasi sya yun......your happy......kasi andun sya ....then masakit kasi I can see your crazy in love with her......!"
Now she's on the floor sitting...
Crying......
Nasaktan ko sya!
Pero mas masasaktan sya kung ipipilit pa namin tong relasyon na to...
"Macey I'm sorry....." Lumapit ako pero muli syang nagsalita...
"Go..... I'm letting you go.... Thank you for being honest.....its hurt but.....I need to accept it.. I love you Brad...... For the first time....nasabi ko rin ...even if I want na ikaw ang unang magsasabi sakin but I expect so much." Oo. Diko pa nasasabi ang mga salitang yun sakanya. .
