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Senior year na to!!
Nung vacation walang Joey na nakukulit ko kaya sa text ko nalang sya kinukulit ...
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Kami parin ni Macey .. Mabait naman sya...
Gaya ni Kate nun Sinasavihan nya rin ako na hwag na inisin si Joey pero wala eh ayaw ng sarili ko tumigil..
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Dahil last year ko na ito na makukulit si Joey dapat every minute na hahahaha pag dating ng college wala na eh...
Bakit parang ang sakit sa pakiramdam na mawawala na sya??
Ay Ewan basta I'm going to feel this moment hahaha. .
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Walang oras na Hindi ko inaasar si Joey wala Hindi ko namamalayan ang sarili na lumalapit sa kanya at magsisimula nang mang asar...
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Weeks later I've noticed that our section is one big family...
I've treated them as my second family...
Lalo na sakin ...
I came from broken family..
Naghiwalay sila when I was 6 I don't know what's the reason...
I'm longing for a perfect family...
But I've managed to be happy as well...
I just hate my mom with her attitude of being dictator...
I'm just happy today for now that I'm still studying but I assure that if I'm going to graduate college I swear I will have my own decision for my own self...
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Days go by...
Practice kami ng cheer dance ..
I don't really dance but just for the sake of our section I can manage it.
Dahil sa tuloy tuloy na pagprapraktis mas lalo naging closed kami sa isa't isa except samin ni Joey ganun parin kasi kami...
Diko alam kung bakit di namin magawa na na magkasundo at magkaibigan ...
I don't feel it...
Its awkward I think....
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Break time namin sa practice nakita ko si Joey bumili ng coke so I gave my coke to Patrick and found my self getting closer to Joey...
And I grabbed her coke at ininum ito too late for me to realize ...
Whoa indirect kiss yun ah...
Yuck. ..
But why am I smiling??
I think I felt my cheek warm so I immediately turned my back at her and run towards our other classmates...
Did I just blushed???
Dahil lang sa indirect kiss na yun???
This is ridiculous!
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Eto na yung time na sasayaw kami...
But first may nag lead ng prayer and we hold hands together...
Ooopsss...
Si Joey katabi ko..
Then..
My hand hold her hand and I feel like my flesh is vibrating. ..
