Time ||•jh.svt ff•||

Ch.4|Coincidence|

||Jaeni's p.o.v||

He stabbed me. That man.

I stayed silent, regretting the fact that I had lied to Joshua about being fine and covering up my wound which was in my back area near my hip.

It's not because of my pride, or not wanting him to worry, but somehow this scene seems very nostalgic to me. There's this feeling inside; I wanted to tell him...

But, I couldn't.

Something was holding me back. I don't know what it was but, along with the nostalgic feeling came suicidal thoughts. It was almost as if I wanted that man to stab me one more time, to end this.

But my question is...to end what?

My vision blurred, my head started pounding, adding up to the pain in my back.

I didn't scream, I couldn't...

The pain subsided...

But where am I?

This wasn't Korea, it was my old highschool. I wish I could say 'this brings back so many memories' but we all know that I don't remember any.

All I remember from this place is the bullying I got after I came back to school with amnesia. They were all heartless calling me things like '5 second memory' they don't know anything.

Sometimes I wonder if the pas- I mean 'me' before the accident happened got bullied too...maybe that's why I started cutting.

"Jae~"

Wait, what?

I turned around, but as I did this girl rushed past me and bumped into my shoulder.

I didn't feel any pain she was supposed to bump into my shoulder...

But instead she went right through it.

I looked at the girl; it was me.

By the looks of it I was running toward that boy. I don't know who he is, did I know him? I don't know.. I really don't know, but every time I look at him it feels like my chest is about to explode and I can't breath...

"Jaeni!! Jaeni!! Wake up..please,"

Joshua?

"I lost you once..I can't loose you again..." What is he talking about? I'm alive aren't I?

"Joshua, it's okay...I'm okay see?" I said as I sat up from the bed I was lying down on. I must've passed out and he must've brought me here. Surprisingly it didn't hurt, well if I got stabbed it should hurt right?

That's when it hit me.

I got up and looked at Joshua but his attention wasn't at me, it was at the thing behind me. So I curiously looked back...

This can't be happening.

Why was I lying down on that bed?
How could this happen I'm here, standing. I collapsed down to the ground..this can't be. I noticed that I was still wearing the clothes I was wearing when I got stabbed, but there were no blood stains.

I then stood back up and looked at myself..I was wearing a hospital gown. Not ripped jeans, white shoes, and a white shirt, but...A hospital gown.

Am I dead?

Oh.my.god. I haven't even gotten most of my memories back I can't be dead! I didn't even get to say goodbye to anyone.

I stopped my panicking when I heard the door open..it was the doctor.