kat :: lrh (discontinued - read edited version!!)

six

Luke held my hips as I straddled him, my lips moving in sync with mine, my hands in his hair and his comforter covering our bodies.

"I wanna," I begin, breaking away from his kiss, "You know."

He pauses and stares at me, he just looks at me without saying a thing. His eyes full of lust but at the same time something else, just taking over his eyes at this point.

"Not tonight, baby." He looks at me all too seriously, pushing my hair out of my face. "Not tonight."

"Oh, okay." I whisper, climbing off of him and sitting next to him, crossing my arms over my chest. I lay down, pulling some of the comforter over my body and laying my head on the pillow.

"Baby, I don't wanna-"

"I get it." I cut him off angrily, standing from his bed and pulling my shirt over my head, then pulling my jeans up my legs.

"It's not like that. I want to, but not right now." He stands, walking over to me and wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me to his chest.

His hands move up my back, his fingers catching the black cloth and pulling it over my head. He gets on his knees, unbuttoning my jeans and sliding them down my legs, leaving me in only my underwear.

I set my hands on my hips as he unclasped my bra and pulled it down my arms, revealing my chest to him. He lay me down on the bed and pins my hands over my head, leaving a trail of wet kisses down the valley of my breasts down to the cloth of my panties.

He took it between his teeth and I bucked my hips, meeting his lips as he began to drag my panties down my legs. I bucked my hips roughly once again as he moved his lips back up to meet mine, his index finger playing slowly with my clit. I moan into his mouth as he inches his finger slowly into me, adding a second finger. He pumps them slowly in and out of me until my legs began to shake and I was having my orgasm over his fingers.

I took a minute to recover as he took care of himself, small moans falling from his lips at the other side of the bedroom. It was a great sight to watch, his hand moving skillfully up and down his length and his head thrown back as his orgasm took him over.

He pulled his boxers back up his legs and he laid next to me, pulling the covers up and over both of us as his fingers drew small shapes over my body.

"God, you're so beautiful." He mumbles against the skin on my neck. "How can anyone be this beautiful?"

"Karen can." I turn over, his eyes locking with mine. "To you at least."

"Baby, don't say that. Don't remind yourself of her. It's only us."

"There is no us. Remember, Luke." I tear up, my body shifting away from his and my hands going over my eyes.

His arm roughly pulls me back and his lips go to my ear. "Baby, there is something here. Whether it's us or not, it's something."

"You don't love me. You love Karen." I mumble, his breath becoming shaky.

He lets go of me and rolls over, and soon small snores once again falling from his lips.

-

I'd slept next to him for maybe around three hours before leaving his bed and going down to his kitchen, making a small dinner for us to share and waking for him to wake.

"What's this?" He asks as he makes his way down the stairs, looking at the way his sweatshirt covered my body.

"I found some stuff to cook with and I was freakishly cold so I borrowed this. You can have it back if you want it." I grab the hem and he smiles and shakes his head.

"It looks good on you. Thanks for dinner, babe." He smiles and pulls it closer to him, taking small bites. "It's really good."

I smile at him and sit on my phone as he continues to eat.

"Who're you texting?" He looks at me, his eyebrows furrowed.

He seemed like he was suspicious of something. He should be.

"Nobody." I look up at him, then back to my phone. He looks back to his phone and closes his eyes for a minute, then re-opening them.

"You sure?" He questions me again, this time with more of an attitude.

"Yes." I lie, going back to my phone once again.

"Stop lying to me. I can tell you're lying to me, Kat."

"I'm not-"

"Don't lie to me dammit!" He yells at me, slamming his fist to the table, making my flinch back.

"Michael." I finally admit as his face turns red with anger.

"Michael! Out of all people! You just told me you wanted to have sex with me for god's sake! Now you're talking to him?" He screams at me, bringing himself to his feet.

"Don't yell at me." I curl my legs to my body, letting tears fall from my eyes.

I've never felt so guilty.

Other than when I got fingered by my sister's boyfriend for the first time.

"I don't wanna be a bitch. He just started texting me and I didn't want to-"

"Fine. I get it." Luke states. "We're not dating. Do your thing."

I want to date Luke. I desperately do, I just can't. He won't date me and it can't be a one sided relationship because that isn't what I want from him.

"Do you love Karen?" I blurt.

"No. And I never have. I like her, but I don't love her like I love-" He cuts himself off and never finishes his sentence, he just stared down at the counter.

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This chapter is absolute SHIT

LOL I AM NOT PROUD

WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON THIS CHAPTER

YOUR THOUGHTS ON ARZAYLEA  OR IDK HOW TO SPELL IT (I fuckin hate her no hate pls but she does nothing for me to like her the bitch no hate!!!!!!!)

ALSO WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON SHREK HA

ok idk what im doing with my life

this is just here to fill a spot I'll update soon

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-Kay