kat :: lrh (discontinued - read edited version!!)

fifteen

"Shit, shit." Luke stands, slamming his hands into his hair. "This can't be happening. How is this happening?"

"Luke, calm down. Get dressed." I cry, my hands shaking. "Please."

He pulls his jeans and boxers up, throwing his shirt over his head.

I pull my bra and panties on, pulling my shirt and leggings up.

"May I help you?" Luke asks the officer, biting his lip.

"Are you Luke Hemmings?" He asks, his hand on his chin.

"Yes sir." Luke states nervously.

"You're being arrested for statutory rape. Please make this easy and put your hands behind your back."

"No!" I jump up, running over to Luke and pressing my hands to the sides of his face, "Please don't leave me." I begin to sob, pressing my lips against his.

"I'll be back, I'll be back baby. I promise. I love you." He mumbles to me, tears falling from his eyes as he puts his hands behind his back.

"I love you, Luke." I whisper, crying harder as the police officer leads him out.

"I'll be back, Princess." Are the last words he said to me, the last words before he was sent to jail.

-

I cried. I cried and cried. Never stopped crying.

I cut. I cut and cut. Barley stopped cutting.

All I wanted was for Luke to return, and it's only been a day.

"Katherine, there's an officer here to see you." Karen opens the door and I set my razor down, her eyebrows furrowing, "Don't do that."

"I, I just don't know what else to do." I cry, "I'll be down in a second. Let me clean up." I wipe my tears as Karen walks out.

When I get downstairs, I can tell I look awful. My eyes dark and sad, my outfit only Luke's shirt.

"Hi, officer." I try to smile.

"Hi, Katherine. May I ask you some questions?" The woman officer says.

"Sure." I sit down on the couch, running my hand over my wrist.

"So, what are your relations with Luke Hemmings?" She asks, biting her lip slowly.

"He's, uh," I wipe my tears away, "I'm sorry. This is so hard for me."

"It's alright, take your time." She smiles.

"He's my boyfriend." I cry, "And I know it's crazy, he's older. But I love him, and I'm not trying to guilt trip. I love him so much. He's the only person I have. Had."

"Okay, did you have any sexual relations with Mister Hemmings?" She asks and I break down.

"What do you think? I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. But I don't think you'd arrest him for having sex with me if we didn't have any sexual relations. I don't think my parents and sister would hate me if I didn't have any sexual relations with him. I was willing." I sob, pulling my knees to my chest.

"You may visit him, but he will have to be behind glass and you'll have to talk through a phone." She states, handing me a slip of paper, "These are the hours. Have a good day." She smiles, standing.

I continue to sob, sitting on the couch with my face buried into my knees.

"I wanna die." I say to myself, muffled from my knees. "I wanna die. I wanna kill myself."

"What's going on?" Karen asks me, her hand resting on my back.

"You don't care." I sob, wiping my eyes.

"I do." She whispers, "I care."

"He's gone, he's not coming back. They arrested him. I don't know if I'll see him again." I cry, "I wanna die. I just want to die."

"He should be gone, locked up, honestly."

"Fuck you, Karen." I cry, standing up and walking to my room, my head down.

-

We both looked pitiful. He sat behind the glass with his head low, his eyes red like he'd been crying.

"I'm waiting for you. I'm trying to keep myself together. Trying not to let myself die. It's just not working. God, I haven't eaten since yesterday morning." I say to him, my eyes filling with tears, "I want to hug you, I want to touch you in any way. I love you."

"I can't," He cuts himself off, beginning to cry, "I can't see," He stops again, "I can't see you anymore." His voice cracks.

"What?" I begin to sob, my heart's pace picking up, "You've got to be shitting me right now."

"I'm sorry, Kat. It's the only way."

"I'm going home. Don't plan to ever see me again. I'll be dead if you're wondering where I am if you ever get out." I stand, hanging up the phone, his yelling taking over the line.

I walk straight out of the building, finding the tallest one that I could find and making my way to the top and onto the roof.

I stand on the edge, looking down to the bottom.

"I can finally be in peace." I whisper, taking my foot over the edge until everything goes black.

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