My Big Crazy World

Be happy, be healthy.

I am so done with it, the visits to the doctors office, the blood tests ouch, the checkups at the dentist and the weakly appointment at the physiotherapist...

My health is terribly fudged up, it's like this for over a year when I was put into a hospital for a speed operation. I was suffering from appendicitis (it can be deadly if it isn't threaten soon enough It was nearly deadly for me because I didn't talk to anybody about the pain unthill I woke up crying the day before the surgerie when the pain became to much to handle.

. (Never ever ignore pain, when it doesn't go away after a weak, tell it somebody who can help you.)

Back to the story, it took me a month to get back my strength father my belly operation but my health was never as good as before, I suffered constantly of little diseases that you only can handle with sleeping and some with antibiotics. At one point I suffered from laryngitis and I couldn't eat anything other than soup... I lost 11 pounds and you could see my rib cage, I looked horrible and I normally look (a little) pale but that time I was a ghost. With all of that I went to go to the doctors office and the hospital more than every time before.

On top of that I have tho extra teeth that shove my other teeth to another place sorry I don't know the name of it in English thingy, and it hurts extremely, I can't even thew on something without pain.

As last I have wrong placed feet, and to loose muscles *shrugs* I don't really understand it but also this is hurting me... I don't really know how I was supposed tho begin/end this rant. I don't know why but I can't be healthy, what I am trying to say is...
Enjoy your health, it can be gone over night

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Thill next time pretty ones.
With love,

N.V 💋