Dear Caspar

Dear Caspar,

Do you remember the girl I told you about,

the one who I considered my best friend?

The one who realized life would never get better,

and gave up?

Spring.

Perhaps Joe went around the house talking about her,

but then again,

probably not.

Anyways,

when she died,

I never thought I would meet anyone like her,

anyone that would understand me...

The first day of my counselling was today,

and as odd as it was,

I left with a new hope.

The women,

helps people all over the world,

and she was on Skype with a girl named Rylee.

This girl,

spoke almost exactly like me.

She saw the world like Spring did,

and like I am beginning too.

This world has no hope.

Society's been fucked over too many times.

So I've began counting down the days,

till my final one.

You however,

need to be here.

You have to help create,

the new society for everyone else.

Because you are stronger than anyone I know.

Now the first thing you should change,

and this is just a suggestion...

Fairytales should be real,

people falling in love,

with the right person because they can,

should happen.

People shouldn't be bossed around,

by their parents,

or friends.

They should be free to live,

how they please.

So I believe I've mentioned,

I would explain a few things about me.

I enjoy walking,

and photography.

It sounds weird,

but I also love when it rains.

The streets are always empty,

and you feel...

Free.

Anyways,

not that you'll read this but,

you are the reason so many people,

are still here.

So thank you.

Love always,

October

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this is shit, sorry

ily you all

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OH AND RYLEE IS based off of heyitsryleeee

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