Penny For Your Thoughts

Untitled by R.I.D.

in autumn i found a boy

who asked me to cut my hair

and said I love you

only after six shots

i sipped tea and told my friends abou him

they said if you're happy and

knew i was not.

in winter i kissed a girl

who tasted like cigarettes and said

I love you all the time but

hurt herself whenever i made mistakes

she threatened to kill herself if i ever left

my friends watched me wash my hands

and did not tell me to test that.

with a boy who told me

it was his way or no way and 

when i challenged that,

he told me

I love you and that's why I'm doing this

my friends saw my bruises and gripped my wrist while i said

I deserve him

in summer i wanted

no one at all

and when he walked into my life

i didnt expect

fall

but he kisses like the devil

while keeping all my demons away

my friends held my gaze and told me

keep him,stay.