got inspired by tumblr so here ya go.. CORBRINA IS HAPPENING WTH SOMEONE TELL ME THIS IS A DREAM I CANT EVEN
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"It's midnight." I broke the silence.
"And here we are." Riley continued.
We all sat there silently.
"Riley," I called out to her, "Was Farkle telling the truth?" I asked.
"Maya, I-" she started.
"Was he?" I asked her again.
"Yes," she looked down.
"Why would you not tell me?" I said, standing up.
"I wanted you to be happy," she stood up..
"I wanted to be happy too, but I didn't want you to sacrifice your own happiness for me," I explained.
"You did," she looked at me.
"Of course I did. But I told you in Texas," Maya said, "You decided to lie to me," I looked at her, disappointed.
"You did too. For two years," she defended herself.
"God is that what this is about? Me not telling you?" I asked her.
"We're best friends Maya! How could you not tell me? We would have figured something out," she explained.
"And then what?" I asked, unsatisfied with her explanation.
"Well...uh..." Riley stammered.
"Exactly," I said. "That first day on the subway, I used my head. I stepped back so you could have your fairytale ending. I ignored my heart. Then after Texas, I started listening to my heart again. Then this happened. Nothing good ever comes from me listening to my heart," I explained.
My eyes were starting to glisten from the tears and the light from the stars above us.
I took a step towards Riley.
"So I'll use my head again to avoid the heartbreak," I said, letting a drop of tear roll down my cheek.
"Maya," Lucas stood up.
"I'm sorry Lucas," I looked up at him before walking out of the rooftop.
I reached the Matthews apartment and walked in.
"Maya, what's wrong?" Topanga asked, referring to my tear stained face.
"Oh you know, your normal heart break. Your best friend lying to you and giving up on the guy that you like," I explained.
"What?" she asked.
I looked around, in search of a person I needed to have a word with.
"Where's Farkle." I asked, ignoring Topanga's 'tell me everything' face.
"Did someone say my name?" Farkle said, walking into the room.
I grabbed his collar and dragged him out the door.
"Ow! Maya!" Farkle said.
I dragged him all the way to Topangas. I opened the door with the spare key my mother had given me. I pushed Farkle inside.
"How could you?" I said.
"I did it for Riley," Farkle explained.
"Oh, of course you did. I know about your crush on her." I pointed out.
"What?" he asked.
"You think I haven't seen it? You get that look in your eyes, you always take her side, you always look out for her," I explained.
Farkle just stared at me with his furrowed eyebrows.
"This time, your feelings got the better of your judgement," I pointed my finger at him, "You wanted her to be happy, to get her happy ending but you messed everything up. You didn't consider my or Lucas's feelings," I said.
"I don't know how you feel" Farkle defended himself, "I don't think that you know your feelings either," he explained.
At this point, I was crying.
"I told you that night in Texas while Lucas and Riley were dancing. You noticed that something was off. You asked. I told you. I threatened you. Don't you dare say that you don't know how I feel," I glared at him.
"For once, I got my happiness. For once, I got my happy ending. And then you had to say that. How could you? After everything that you know that I've been through?" I asked him.
" Maya, I- I did the right thing," he defended himself.
" When being right is more important than being friends? Then that's the end of being friends. Now, please go," I looked away fro that face of his.
" Maya, I," I cut him off
"Just go," I looked at him.
Farkle walked out the door. He looked back to see me taking a seat on the chair before walking away. I looked at him leave before looking down at my hands, letting the tears fall onto them.
Hope is for suckers.
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I WANNA CRY
okay byeeee
xoxo,
daddy
