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First mistakes

Kath's POV

I heard my phone ring, who the hell calls at 2 o'clock in the freaking morning. I stared at my phone, when the realization kicked in I'm supposed to answer this but It's Canon. I picked it up anyway. After he told me to come help him, my heart was beating so fast. What if I'm too late and he dies there cold and alone. Focus dumbass be quick. That's when I saw him, he was a mess and I was so worried. I ran up to his cold body, luckily he was still conscious. After I cleaned his cuts I wanted to know what the hell happened to him. I deserve to know after I saved his dumb ass. After he told me the story he basically confessed his love for me. I felt him leaning in and I really wanted to feel his smooth and soft looking lips against mine. As our lips almost touched, I leaned back. I can't do this after what he has done with my ex best friend. His lips have touched hers and probably some other parts too, I instantly felt sick. "Kath what's wrong, I thought you liked me back well that's what Linda told me" he asked embarrassed. "Nothing is wrong, I just don't feel the same way" I said totally lying. "But..... but why did you  lean in as well, I don't believe you. You know better than anyone else that you have feelings for me, so just admit it" he replied looking into my eyes. "You should leave Canon" I said while opening the bathroom door for him. He stared at me with intense eyes hoping this was all a joke. "You can't just push me away like this" he said. "Just go Canon" I replied while my heart was aching. His eyes was filled with sadness but then his look changed. It was a cold, distant and emotionless look. "I always knew you were a bitch and a whore,you will pay for this" he spat with the meanest tone ever. He laughed as he saw my face. "You are the cause of your parents' absence, they want to be as far as possible from you" he said looking into my eyes. That one hurt me the most because I always thought they left because of me and my problems. My eyes began to water, don't you cry Kath.  I never knew this side of him existed well no shit I didn't even know this guy. This is the heartless and mean bad boy, Leah warned me from. I felt warm tears rolling on my cheeks, shit. "aw Katharina is crying, I almost feel bad for you haha" he said. "Get out, Get out of my house now"!!! I screamed. After another 5 minutes I heard the front door close. I can't believe he would say such a thing, just because I didn't want him anymore. Now I know I'll never ever want to be with him. The next morning came by and I wasn't feeling good about the whole going to school and seeing Leah and Canon. I decided to wear a long white shirt with some black jeans and my converse. (picture of the shirt at the beginning). As I arrived everyone stared and whispered. Almost everyone gave me dirty looks while some didn't care. What the hell happened. Some popular girls walked up to me, oh no this is not good. "Well well well well if this isn't the school's whore, how can you even show your face here" Delilah the school's bitch said. "Excuse you bitch, I'm a virgin unlike you" I yelled. Great now everyone knows I'm still a virgin. It's not like it's a bad thing but people these days think it's weird. "Hahaha you a virgin? don't let me laugh slut" she said angry. "You tried to fuck Canon last night, you begged him to take you meanwhile you fucked all of his friends" Oh hell no. "That's absolute bullshit, who the hell told you that"? I asked angry and very confused. "Canon himself, he told everyone what a skank you are" Delilah said with pure joy. The bitch hates me since day one and I don't even know why. How could he?! How could he tell everyone that filthy lie?! He fuckes everyone he sees, he is the manwhore here, not me! "Shut the fuck up Delilah! I'm not a skank because I didn't fuck anyone"! I screamed on the top of my lungs. What a bitch! "You should shut your legs" she said while laughing hard in my face. "Bitch, let's talk about you doing all the guys in the bathroom and giving all the guys a blowjob, you are the one that should close her legs" I said while looking around, everyone had surrounded us in a circle. Shit this probably means it's going to end in a fight. I'll win for sure, I used to fight but after years and years of fighting I stopped because of a bad injury. "You are going to pay for this, whore"! she screamed while she aimed the first punch which i dodged. She tried again but failed miserably ha! I had enough of this so I punched her right on the side of her head. She fell down and was knocked out cold. I didn't want a playful fight, a show for these mean people. Everyone gasped as they saw her on the ground, I looked at their faces and that's when I locked eyes with Canon. He looked shocked and confused. I looked down at my fist and it was swollen and bruised, at least it hurt the bitch more than it did to me. Everyone stared at me with shocked expressions, even Leah. That's when I decided to speak. "Let this be a lesson for all of you, don't ever mess with me and talk bullshit that isn't true. You don't even know me so shut the fuck up"! I said loud and clear for everyone to hear. "do you understand me bitches" I asked. They all nod their head, good. That's when teachers arrived, what the hell took them so long. They said some bullshit but I couldn't hear anything. I know I have to sit and wait in the office for the headmaster to come. 

Mistake number 1: Contact with Canon.

Mistake number 2: I let my bad side take me over again after so many years.

And it's all Canon's fault and the absolute worst part is, I would eventually forgive him. My crush grows stronger every day and the pull I have towards him is unbearable. The sparks he gives with just a single touch scares me. What the fuck is happening to me.