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stupid heartaches

Katherina's pov

Shit shit shit, I'm going to be late. Fuck my life, I forgot to set my alarm. Oh F it, I'm already late might as well take it slow. I showered quickly and I brushed my teeth. I applied mascara and concealer for my dark circles. Good thing my lips are smooth and plump today. I threw on some high waisted black jeans and a white crop top. I grabbed a granola bar and put on my white converse. No I'm not going to a party, I just like to be presentable.  My hair was a mess from showering so I made a awkward messy bun. I'm still wondering why the hell Canon wanted me to go home. I missed first and second period great. I walked to school only to see Canon kissing a girl against the lockers - my locker ugh -, my heart stung. It's just a guy Kath, focus, snap out of it, he is a fuckboy you don't need fuckboys in your life. I put on a fake smile, I use it almost everyday so I'm a pro. "uhm uhm (coughing sound lol) I'm sorry to interrupt whatever you guys were doing, I need my locker" I simply said with no emotion. Canon stopped and we locked eyes, hurt flashed through his eyes and I don't know why. Meanwhile I showed no emotion at all. The girl looked me up and down, hatred is what I saw, I wanted to flinch but I couldn't show weakness. "Am I speaking a different language or what"? They finally moved so I could put my books in my locker. "Kath" Canon whispered against my neck. Ew creeper much. "what" I replied harshly. "you okay"? he asked. Wow he is so effing stupid. "yeah I'm fine, enough chit chat I need to go to my class" I said while walking away and adding some swing. Don't judge me, my butt is looking awesome in these pants, I'm just showing him what he can't get. After class me and Leah went outside to enjoy the weather. "What's wrong honey" Leah asked me. "First of all ew don't call me that please and second of all, I'm fine nothing to worry about" I replied still disgusted by her calling me honey. "first of all I can call you whatever I want and second of all I'm not stupid so spill" she said. "All because of that stupid party I'm mesmerized by this guy and I thought he liked me but this morning I saw him kissing Georgina" I replied sadly. "Ew Georgina is a slut and I can't really remember everything from the party but who is it, I do remember you dancing with this guy" she said. "I can't tell you, you're going to be mad" I replied. "honey" I flinched, "you can tell me" she said. Here goes nothing, "it's..... " but then Canon stormed out of the school building with his gang running behind him. "I'm so stupid why the hell did I kiss that slut and the worst part it SHE saw it" he screamed at his friends. "Come on man, she'll forgive you, you're the Canon Hunter and besides you really like her which is a first for you" they replied back. "She doesn't care who I am, but I will make her mine, no she is mine" he said. They all hopped on their motorcycles and rode to god knows where. Who is the girl he's seeing, gosh my heart hurts. I was just another dumb girl falling for his tricks, but good thing I didn't fall too deep.  I think, I hope so. "wow what the hell just happened" Leah whispered. "I don't know" I replied. "Anyway who is the guy you were talking about" she asked. "It's him, Canon Hunter" I replied worried what she'll say. "oh my god, I should be mad but Kath don't you realize he's talking about you" she said with wide eyes. "no he wasn't talking about me, why would you think that" I replied shocked and confused. "He talked about a girl who saw him kissing Georgina, you saw him kissing her" she said. "This means he likes you" she claimed. "No he is a disgusting player who can fuck himself, it can be any girl so shut up" I screamed. "You don't have to be rude jeez, bye I don't need this" she said angry and hurt. Why am I so stupid, ugh I acted like a crazy bitch.  Finally school ended for today, I should buy Leah cookie dough ice cream. Hopefully she'll forgive me. I walked a good 10 minutes from school to her house. I finally arrived, jeez this is harder than I thought. I rang the doorbell, after 5 minutes I had enough. As I was about to leave the door opened, that's when I saw Leah half naked. "what are you doing here Kath"? she said a bit nervous. "Is it too late now to say sorry". (lol sorry xp) I asked while giggling a bit ignoring the fact she was almost naked. "I bought you cookie dough ice cream" I said while my smile faded. "Baby come back to bed" I heard a voice, It was familiar. Leah looked at me with panic written all over her face. "Kath you should go right now, I forgive you just go" she panicked even more. That's when I saw Canon behind her also half naked wtf. My heart hurt so much. "Kath, wh.. what are you doing here" Canon asked with wide eyes. "uh I should be asking you the same thing" I replied.  "Kath I'm sorry I was upset, that's why he's here" Leah said. "I could care less, since I don't like the guy, go choke on his dick" I said. "Bye Leah have fun" I finally said after an awkward pause. I walked away while putting my earphones in. I listened to Love Yourself by Justin Bieber. It calmed me down immediately. Fuck Leah and Canon, they deserve each other. My crush is no longer with us, it's dead bye. As soon as I was home I placed the ice cream in the fridge and I took a nice hot bath. I  don't have feelings for the guy, I just had a crush on him and I was attracted to him. Nothing more nothing less.