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confusion & fights

I woke up from a peaceful sleep. Images flashed through my head from the party last night, smiling bright i got up and went to my bathroom. i did my morning routine and went downstairs to grab some coffee. i made myself some pancakes and watched some tv. After a while i got bored, i waited for canon to send me a text but i guess he already forgot about last night. i decided to actually do some useful shit so i cleaned the house and as i was finished, i changed into my running clothes. I pulled my hair back into a ponytail and i got out of the empty house. i plugged my earphones in as i began to ran. I was in my zone until i heard someone curse and scream. I got curious and walked towards the sound, i know i can be stupid but what if someone gets raped i could help. I was shocked at the sight in front of me, canon was beating up a really big guy and it did not look pretty. i just stared but after a while i started walking away because bitch this is none of my business because i know how these things go. After like ten minutes i slammed into someone and to my surprise it was canon. i lost my balance which caused me to fall on the cold hard ground. "Katharina?" he asked confused. He pulled me up and stared intensely which was making me really uncomfortable. "hey canon right?" i tried to be cool but failing like a loser. "yeah, what are you doing here at this time all by your self?" he said with a strange look in his eyes but i couldn't read what they were telling me. "i just went out for a run, i needed some fresh air" i replied looking straight into his eyes. "aren't your parents worried you might get kidnapped or are you home alone?" he asked me with a worried look in his eyes but he quickly hid the feeling by staring coldly. i wasn't gonna tell him, i was home alone because i only know him since yesterday. "my parents know i needed some space so they don't mind" i replied. "well go back home, it's late and trust me it's gonna be dangerous if you stay here any longer" he replied with a stern look. "why? what's gonna happen?" i replied. "i'll tell you later just go home now!" who the hell does he think he is and does he even know who i am, i ain't afraid for what's coming. Wait he doesn't know who i am, he thinks i'm this innocent little bitch "okay, i'm going, bye Canon" i replied angry. "i'll walk with you but please be quick with your fine ass" he said with an amused look. i didn't respond, but let him walk me home. He walked in front of me but he still kept an eye on me. Wait wtf how does he know where i live?! It's like he read my mind, " i have seen you around the neighborhood". "oh okay" i replied, damn his back muscles though. i don't know what's gonna happen tonight but he obviously doesn't want to me there. "where do you go to school"? i asked because I've never seen him before. "your school" he replied smugly.

"how come I've never seen you" I asked. "kitten I always skip or I'm in the detention room" he replied while smirking. i didn't talk after that just enjoying the silence. i saw my house coming closer so I grabbed the house keys and opened my door. "thanks Canon, you know for walking with me" I said. "no problem, stay safe i guess" he said while walking away. i closed the door and let out a breath which I held for a long time. What is this boy doing to me, why do I have this sudden interest in him. I can't fall for him because i know he is dangerous and way too bad for my liking. I'll have to forget him before I fall for him.

canon's p.o.v (yaaaassss)

I hate this girl! Why is she making me feel this way? I should've just left her on the street. why do I feel like I need to protect her, I only think she's smoking hot. I felt like i needed to get to know this girl the first time I saw her
. she looked so cute and gorgeous, i wanted to talk to her. What the actual hell am i saying, she's hot nothing more, nothing less. when i saw her at the party, I wanted to fuck her right there, and when i saw the dude touching her, i was losing it. She felt so uncomfortable so i wanted to help and the most amazing part was when she actually helped herself. I love that, most girls I've ever been with, act like they can't breathe without me. But anyway, there is this huge fight downtown, that's why i send her away. I don't want my kitten to be scared, dammit I'm losing my shit she isn't mine. I fight a lot mostly underground fighting. I do it because I have this fire in me, anger and when i fight it eases a bit of my anger. This anger started when my uncle died, i blame myself for his death. My uncle and I were always super close, he was my only friend. I got into a fight with my parents and I ran into a forest to clear my head. After a while I decided to go back but I didn't want to go home so I called my uncle to pick me up. We were on our way to his house when this truck came out of nowhere. It happened so fast, I remember waking up in the hospital with my parents beside me. They told me he didn't make it. I killed him, it was all my fault I shouldn't have called. I fight to keep myself sane or else i would've just killed myself. It's the only way to not think about him. As I was saying the fight is gonna start around 12, I better hurry. I felt the excitement rush through my veins.

"skips fight"

I won, of course I won. I came home all sweaty and bloody. I took a shower and hopped in my bed, I couldn't sleep. My mind was on Katharina, why am i so mesmerized by her. I just want her to be mine, but i'll end up hurting her. I just have to stay away from her.

omg sorry sorry sorry i haven't updated in like 5 months, from now on i'll try to update more often. I was just super busy with school and i was just really depressed. I feel much better now. I hope y'all liked it. x elena