Okay so I figured the easiest way to explain this would be via wattpad but I am having surgery tomorrow. It's bone lengthening surgery meaning they will break my bone, place screws in my legs and then they have to be turned 4 times a day in order for my leg to grow.
Why am I getting this surgery?
I have cerebral palsy which is a nervous system disease. I have a club foot also. My CP is mild so like yeah its not severe I just have some minor brain damage and stunted growth on one side. One side is smaller than the other including my foot.
So before I hit my official height I had this surgery at the age of 7. Now it is 10 years later.. And I'm getting it done again. I fucking hate it. But its whatever.
Surgery is not new to me this is my ninth and final surgery. Most of them I can't remember but still.
I was born at 23 weeks I shouldn't have even lived so I'm lucky. Like my bio mom was a drug addict which lead to my birth defect and me, for a short time as a baby, being born actually addicted to the same kind of drugs.
So yeah.. But enough about personal shit. I will be out of commission for a while. Probably on and off in the next couple of weeks. I probably won't be able to be your advice guru or whatever I am to you because of that and I won't be in the best mood most of the time.
But whatever, I will still rp from time to time, update stories and chat a little bit but I felt like my squad deserved to know.
Part of the reason I didn't bring this up is because its very painful and you guys were going through your own shit. Don't feel bad or selfish or whatever. I wanted to help solve some problems before I became unable or loopy on pain meds.
So.. If your religious pray for me.. If not.. Wish me luck for tomorrow.
I love you guys always.
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