Ninth cloud and under...

An Impossibility...

_______

Why is it, that I no longer see...

Those around,

and those sitting about...

No longer do I wish to be,

with people

who genuinely care...

And no more do I want,

the hurt...

a hurt caused by the faults of my own...

For making mistakes is what I do best,

and repeating them

a specialisation I hold as well...

So tell me why is it that,

I so hope to be accepted,

by you and you alone...

Tell me how you've come to mean

so much

that now, I no longer need

to see,

or wish,

or want to be

with anyone

other than you...

Maybe it's just me and my friend insanity,

for no one can really want

to associate with the likes of me...

A broken person, is what I am,

my soul's lost,

and my heart has always been black...

Maybe a beast in stature, I may not be,

but a beast by nature, I truly am...

So as an apology

is why I write this to you...

letting you go

is too much of an impossibility for me,

so please forgive me, my sweet honey bun...

But you will remain mines,

For all the times to come...

_______~ Souls_lost