LIFE SCREWED ME OVER

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I've been sitting in bed all day, I can't bring myself to get up. I just feel so numb, I just don't know what I'm going to do. I have to eat, I have to now that I have another human being growing inside me. I'm gonna have to get another job, to buy all the supplies the baby will need. I don't know how I'm going to survive this, I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't want to be constantly raped by my father, I didn't want my mother to hate me for things I had no control over, I also didn't want the only person that I actually trusted and loved to hurt me in the same way my father did. I have no one, I wish I had someone, anyone to at least tell all my problems to, so I i don't have these secrets eating away at my conscious. I'll go job hunting tomorrow, I'll just call in sick.

I've been walking up and down the streets, looking if any shop or boutique was in need of any help. When I was about to give up and walk to the bus stop, I saw a small blue's restaurant that had a help wanted sign in the window. I walk in and grab the sign and walk over to the bar, the bartender says he'll come right back with the manager. As I wait I look around, this place isn't too bad. The bar was named the Funky Pirate Blues Bar it was an average sized bar, a small stage at one end of the bar surrounded by small round tables with two to three chairs and at the other end of the was the bar with all the drinks. I couldn't take it all in, the manager had walked up to me and shook my hand.

" Now why would a young, pretty girl like you want to work in a bar like this? " He asked me, he looked like a friendly man. He had almond shaped brown eyes with wrinkles next to the indicating that he smiled a lot, a round nose , and small lips all under a receding hairline. 

" I need the money, and I like the music. " which I really did, I would listen to it when I felt sad, and the songs would always make me feel stronger afterwards.

" Well you're hired, you were the first one to come in here to ask about the position, and it's not anything complicated you'll just be bartender/ waitress but mostly waitress. " Holy shit this was way easier than I originally thought. " Wow, thanks. When do I start? "

" Well if you want, we could start you off tonight, like a small test of sorts."

" Great, you won't regret it. " I was so happy that I had found this job, and I found it on the first day! My job at the cafe took me about a week and a half to find, I'll be forever grateful for whoever is watching me from above.

A/N: I know not many people read this, but to the few of you that do could you guys leave me comments on how I can make my writing better, because I'm pretty sure I'm not good at this. So please pretty please leave me some kind of comment.  Thanks for reading