LIFE SCREWED ME OVER

HELP!

my mother calls me down for dinner. While playing with my food not having much of an appetite i stare at my mother , with her fake smile her straight blonde hair her crystalline blue eyes clearly showing her sadness. She pretends she doesn't know what's going on, but how could you not notice. I even told her many times but she never listens to me she just waves it off. My brother ,Micheal , also blonde blue eyed, texting ,so clueless. Sometimes i think I'm adopted because I'm the only one with green eyes but my mom always said my grandmother had green eyes. Days go on , everyday its the same . The new school year has started. My two and only best friends were sitting next to me at lunch.Jazmin ,curly blonde hair with her pure hazel eyes, the gossiper of us three, and Ezra dark hair chocolate skin with the brownest eyes , shes the smart one ,then there's me the awkward one brown limp hair with green eyes with skin so pale we have been friends since third grade before it all started. I tried to get away from them to be alone but that just turned out to be a big fail i hated it it just gave me more time to think about home and how life has screwed me over.I come back to reality when i hear Jasmine talking about a movie that's supposed to be good and that we should all see it.

"Can you go?"she asks Ezra 

"Yah most likely" she responds 

"What about you Beverly?"

"Yah like my mom would let me you guys know her "

"You're right she never let you out"

The bell rings announcing the end of lunch "Bye guys"I say to them.

i see my brother in the hallway and i wave it him and he smile in acknowledgement.The rest of the school day goes by quick.Walking home as slow as i can my brother at basketball practice. Once home i make myself a sandwich and take it up to my room . I'm doing my homework when i hear the door open , i cringe at the sound of course it's father . while in my memories and him on top of me,i hear someone jostling the door knob the door opens and there stands my brother with a confused and shocked face. My brother will surely help me or do something to get out of this nightmare, I looked up at him with pleading eyes ,but all he did was look from me to father and just walks out the door.

"whew that was close I thought he was going to do something "he says 

When he finishes it's like all other days dinner , homework, shower, sleep.But this night it was different I could feel someone staring at me . i opened my eyes to see a dark figure looming over me.my first thought told me it was father but moonlight coming through the window told me otherwise . Standing there is my brother he pulls down his sleeping shorts now he's getting on me pinning my arms above my head. i'm trying to get out of his hold only to fail.

"why areyou doing this ?" I ask with tears welling in my eyes. 

"What is it only okay when Dad does it?"

the one and only male figure that i admired and respected all gone in that one second.

Beverly's mother--->>