Heartache | Chapter 1

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 You wrapped your arm around me. I was in bliss because how you treated me like a queen, your queen. You kissed my forehead and told me you loved me and I said I love you back. 

 But I know that it wouldn't last longer because when I turn my back, you'll run into her arms. You think I don't know but I do. It aches my heart to see you, doing the same thing to her. Wrapping your arm around her, kissing her, telling her you love her. 

 How could you love the both of us at the same time when you only have one heart? 

 I go through the halls with a smile as if everything's okay, you think I'm okay, my friends think I'm okay, she thinks I'm okay but I'm not. I'm not. 

 Everyday I feel like there's always breaking, and it's my heart. It's not broken but it has cracks, that you caused. 

 You love me yet you love her at the same time. I can't bring myself to break up with you because I love you that much. Funny what love can make of people. I should of learned from my mother who was left my our father that If you love to much it would just bite you back in the arse. 

 I'm afraid that if I leave you no one would love me anymore. 

 No one would understand me anymore.

 No one would wrap their arms around me.

 No one would kiss me and tell me he loves me. 

So I have to hold on to you because I love you and because I need you, even if it hurts me so bad.


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