oh, ms believer

hello: tyler

          i stared at her as if she was an angel sent from heaven. i loved her to death. she meant everything to me. her name is genna. genevieve amelie kendrick.
          i loved the way the snow fell down from the grey sky and landed perfectly in her hair, making her look like a painting. she put her hand out to catch a snowflake, and looked up at the sky, sticking her tongue out.
          "god damnit kendrick, youre beautiful." i say straight forward to her. i see her blush really fast. she smiles and looks down.
          "you dont have to say that all the time."  she cant stop smiling. 
"but i fucking mean it. you make me so happy, if i could, i would explode." i hear her giggle a bit and i just cant take it anymore. i walk up to her, taking slow and long strides. i wrap my arms around her, and spin her. i dip her down slightly and kiss her very passionately. she stops.
"i just want to say ... that i love you. a whole fucking lot." i add, "you got me feeling some sort of way. i just cant control my actions and its because of you. but it makes me happy and im so amazed that i got you. i got the girl ive been waiting for."
she hugged me tightly, her wool gloves rubbing my back and patting after our emotional hug. i squeezed her tight. she whispered a quiet, but sincere 'i love you' into my ear while she nuzzled into my neck. i want her to know that ill always here for her and ill never leave her. she means the world to me, as i probably have said before.
         let me introduce myself. my name is tyler joseph. i am 24 years old. I'm tall but not tall. im from ohio and ive lived here my whole life. i never went to college, we did go to high school. i graduated thinking that i would become successful in life and become a musician. but it was just a dream i thought i never could achieve. then i met genna. she was that cliché girl next door, and having an elementary school crush meant everyone knew, and she had cooties. we met again in high school and she was just a memory of my awkwardness in 2nd grade. then one of my close friends, matt, introduced her to me. he was my wingman, he knew i liked her. and his older brother being married to her sister kind of helped me out. she ended up really liking me and later that night she asked me out. i said yes, of course, and we have been dating since; for 4 or 5 years now.
genna is like someone you have never met before. she is the sweetest girl you have ever met. she'll do anything to help someone out. she volunteers at animal shelters, and occasionally begs me to adopt a little dog or cat.
she's a little shorter than me and has light brown hair. i think her hands are so cute and tiny, but she's the most perfect human being ive ever seen. she hates her waist size, and her height, but shes perfect. i love her 'flaws' because she was made the way she was and its perfect. oh god im so in love with her. i don't think words can process what and who she's like.
     i watched her as she lay on the snow-covered road, closed her eyes and let the snow fall on her. i pulled my polaroid camera from my backpack and snapped a quick picture of her. it slowly printed and put the fully developed picture in my pocket, to keep it warm. its where i put all of our pictures and memories, capturing the best moments of us together.