Him and Him and Him... -Book One- {{COMPLETE}}

Chapter One.

I groaned lightly to myself as i sat at the back of the large classroom. I looked to my right, hoping to see someone there. But no, instead i was facing the rotting classroom wall. Great. I looked to the front of the classroom and saw the geeks sitting there, not even the geeks accepted me. Was i really that boring? I sighed to myself as i looked to my left, expecting yet another empty seat, but i was wrong. That was the first time ever i saw him.

You see, im not your average sixteen year old girl. I'm pretty tall, bright blue eyes, long black hair and i have a very fit figure. Although i never show my body too much, unlike some people in the class. Take Sasha for example, a very pretty girl from the outside, but a meanie in the inside. She plays with boys hearts and when she gets bored of them, she tosses them in the dustbin. Its that simple for her. For me, well that isnt the case as i have never had a boy in my life. Yup, thats right, never ever ever. Oh come on its not that bad...is it? Okay well maybe it is but hey its not my fault guys dont like me. Now where was i...oh yes. Like i said i arent your average sixteen year old girl, which means i hate shopping, makeup and every other type of girly thing. But anyways lets continue with how i first met him.

He glanced at me from the corner of his dark brown eye. His brown eye was so dark, it almost looked like he had no pupil as his eyes looked litearlly black. I looked away quickly, feeling myself staring at him. His eyes were so...unique and mysterious, i longed so badly just to look back at him, even just a small glance. But i knew i couldnt, i picked up my pencil and started to sketch on my book, wondering who he was. Maybe it was a new kid at school..wait who am i kidding? Kid? Am i serious? He looked older than he already is.

I felt my grip on my pencil get tighter as i couldnt focus at all, i mean sure i had crushes during class lessons, but never like this. I felt like i couldnt take it anymore as i quickly turned my head and looked at him. I saw his eyes wander to mines and just at that moment i felt my cheeks getting warmer. What the...oh my god. I was blushing. I looked away quickly as my sidefringe fell onto my face, covering my left blue eye, and covering my left cheek to hide my blushing. I realised at that exact same moment, that it was my first time ever blushing..for a guy. It wasnt Justin who made me blush, or Ryan, or Matt...but him.

Ten minutes had passed, and it felt like forever. It felt like the lesson was getting dragged along slowly, maybe i was thinking about him too much. Why was i so shy? I mean, yeah i was shy all the time but never like this. I felt myself smile as my eyes wandered to his book, he was sketching something..almost like a name. Oh god. I just realised it was my name..wait how did he know my name? Did someone tell him? Was he pulling a joke on me? So much questions were flooding in my mind i couldnt focus, and i certaintley did not think when i finally spoke out.

"Hes sketching my name!" i shouted out then felt my whole face turn red. Okay maybe i didnt speak it out, but i did shout it, i seriously wouldnt be suprised if someone had a heartattack in the classroom. Everyones heads turned around and looked at me, their eyes wandered to him as most of them had a what-the-hell-just-happend look on their faces. Some of the girls who were looking at him touched themselfs up by fixing their hair or fluttering their eyelashes at him, he was probably good looking but i didnt dare to look at him again.

"Is something wrong Abbey?" the teacher asked as everyone turned back around in their seats, facing the front of the class again..except from Sasha. I could tell by the look in her eyes that she was wanting him to be hers instantly. She was bored of Justin, i could seriously tell already by just glancing at her ocasionally as i nodded lightly to the teacher. I coughed lightly and resumed with my work as she passed a note onto Justin. I looked up ever so slightly to look at Justins reaction, and all i saw was his lips move to say something, but instead he mouthed to Sasha "its over".

She pretended that she was hurt as she placed her hand upon where her heart was, it wasnt her drama that caught my attention, it was her bright red nails. Seriously, how much money did she spend on them? I shook my head quickly as i slapped my hand on my forehead, no wonder my teachers wrote on my reports that im easily distracted. Justin got up off his seat, walked to the front of the classroom and dropped the note in the bin. He turned on his heels and walked back to his seat, giving the new boy beside me a glance. I looked at the new boys book and saw that his name was Jacob. Now i knew, when im going to talk to my lucky teddy bear back home, i am no longer going to call the new boy him, but i shall call him Jacob instead.

I sighed to myself as i thought of my lucky teddy bear, every cousin or family member who walked into my room laughed at first sight. I still havent changed from collecting teddy bears and wearing fairy pjamas, that was me. Unlike Sasha's room, she would boast all the time, telling everyone how she got a new double bed and how they painted her room and how she got rid of all her clothes for designer clothes and how she got a real red leather couch. The list would go on forever and ever, trust me i think i know every single flipping detail about her bedroom.I wouldnt be suprised if every boy fell asleep listening to her, escpially him, espically Jacob.

As i was writing the answers down in my jotter during class, i kept wondering why Sasha really did like Jacob at first sight. Was it because of his looks or was it becuase..she wanted him in bed? I shook my head to the thought of him shirtless in bed with her..i wondered what his body looked like. Before i knew it, my mind was wandering over to him rather than my English work. Did he have good muscles? Was he a well built figure? Did he have abs? Oh please let him have abs, that would just make him complete for my knight in shining armour...but what if he's an idiot in tin foil?

"An idiot in tin foil haha" i said out loud again then quickly covered my mouth with my hands, biting on my inner cheek wishing no-one ever turned around, but of course not all wishes come true. Literally, the whole class turned around again as Sasha glared back at me, then smiled softly at Him. A.K.A. Jacob. It was like she was half devil half angel. She looked back at me and raised her perfectly plucked eyebrow at me. I made a quick face at her before the teacher pointed to the classroom door.

"Abbey that is disgraceful behaviour" she said as she kept pointing to the classroom door with her long bony finger, i shivered to myself as i looked at her finger while making my way to the door. Everyones gaze wandered back to him, the new boy,Jacob. i looked back ocasionally over my shoulder to see what he would do. But all he done was shrug. Was he not going to save me? I'm the damsel in distress here, hello?! Well i take that as a no. I finally made my way to the door, it was like the longest journey of my lifetime. I had never been into trouble before nevermind being sent out of a freaking classroom. I opened the door and stepped out, and thats when the laughter broke out. My heart skipped a beat, did i just make the whole class laugh?! I looked in using the glassdoor and my smile slowly faded away from my soft lips.

 Someone had spilt some kinda of liquid on my English work, which took me forever to do. I mean seriously. I leant against the wall and threw my hands up then i screamed out, and when i say screamed out, i literally mean it.

"God dammit i hate my life!" i screamed out as i pulled at my long brown hair, hating myself more than ever. Who was i kidding? There was not a single flipping kid in this school who even liked me. Im serious, one time i actually tried to give these little kids lolipops for them to like me, i ended up going home looking like a lolipop lady, literally. I groaned and leant back against the wall, listening to the sound of the clock ticking on the wall above me. I closed my eyes tightly, as the sound of the ticking had already begun to fustrate me.

Tick tok tick tok tick tok..

Oh and by the way, i arent talking about the crazy Ke$ha song if your wondering, but anyways lets continue with this annoying noise.

Tick tok tick tok tick tok...

 Okay so you get the picture. After about ten minutes of being outisde the classroom, i had finally managed to get my bright red Converse hit the clock to stop it from ticking. How? Easy, just tie your Converse together with the laces and throw it up, then hope for it to...Boom. And thats how i truly did, for the first time ever in my whole life, black out and fall to the ground. The last thing i heard was the loud bell ring and the students rushing out for their break time.

Seriously, i thought someone would care about me..