// some will hate me and probs leave but I have to tell you guys bc of my lack of knowledge. I started this book when I was in 7th grade. I am now in 10th. yea yea I didn't update for like almost 2 years. I didn't update bc I kind of stopped liking them. my love for them has somewhat faded. but I did decide to keep writing this bc I rly like this story idea and a bunch of you asked me to update.
you ask I supply :)
well, there you guys go. I have no idea what 1d is up to right now, im not updated with them, atm I just know that they have a new album out. .
the last album I bought of them was their third album yikes
I'm 5sos af
harry
1 year later
"I hate you!"
I didn't know how much those three words hurt me until I heard louis say them to me.
I could feel tears brim my eyes as I watched louis slam the door of his room.
this all started because I told him that I'd have to leave for a couple of days to go to Canada.
eleanor got bad and asked me if I can fly to canada so I can be there with her.
obviously louis had no problem with this since he considers her his aunt.
but he did get upset when I told him he couldn't come with me and that he has to stay with ruby.
one thing led to the other until he says that he hates. he doesn't mean it, he's upset he'll get over it. but it still hurt.
I sat back down on the living room couch, burying my face in my hands with exhaustion.
I feel like a bad parent, what am I doing wrong that makes louis act up this way?
I huffed getting up and walking up to louis' room. I softly knocked. no reply.
"princess, its me. can I come in?"
"princess lou isn't here" he said quietly, he probably has his face in his pillow since his voice came out muffled. I rolled my eyes with a small smile coming in anyways
his face buried in a pillow with his bum sticking up. Its a quiet childish pose.
"go away harry." he said. my heart slightly cracked at the sound of him saying my name instead of dad.
"so im not daddy anymore?"
"no ."
I pouted sitting down on his bed. he looked up revealing his red puffy eyes from crying.
I opened my arms, he hesitated before hugging me. I embraced him letting a few tears slip.
"you didn't really mean it right? do you hate me lou? because I love you with all my heart."
"I don't hate you dad, I just really don't want to stay with ruby. she doesn't give me pink." he pouted looking at me.
pink is louis' short way of saying strawberry milk. its cute.
"don't worry, I'll make you pink before she comes okay?" he nodded eagerly making me chuckle.
"want to go shop for more pretty skirts? I gots money!!"
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