Loving you~

Jealousy

Sookie's Pov:

I don't know why but every time I see Sam and Yuki together I cringe. My heart beats when Sam is around. Shut up Sookie you don't like him remember? But the dream..it keeps on showing Sam. How am I developing feelings for him now?!

I frowned as I ate my food. "Sookie are you ok?" Soul asked watching me closely. "Yeah.. Why wouldn't I be.." I answered stiffly. "You seem kind of.. I don't know upset." Soul wrapped her wing around me. "I think I'm just tired that's all." I lied. "Mhm sure.." Soul rolled her eyes. I watch as Yuki and Sam laughed together at some jokes.  "Soul I'm gonna go tell Sam something." I said confidently. "W-What?!" She spit her water out while coughing. "Don't worry it's nothing big." I smiled at as I got up. "... Fine. " she grumbled as she ate.

I walked over to the table they always hung out at. "S-Sam, can I talk to you in private?" I asked. Sam and Yuki looked at me. Taurtis and Salex exchanged glances. I gulped. "Uh sure." He got up and kissed Yuki. "I won't be long Yuki." He smirked at her. "Alright Sam ~Kun." She nodded while eyeing me.

We walked into the library where no one was around. "So what is it you want to tell me?" He questioned while leaning against the wall. "Well this maybe hard for you to believe but I've been having dreams about  you." I confessed while blushing. "Oh.." He answered. There was an awkward silence between us. "S-so are you saying you like me?" He looked at me. "I'm not sure.." I looked him in the eyes, his eyes were filled with sadness and rejection. "Well even if you do like me, I can't be with you." He sighed. "I-I know.." I answered holding back tears. "And besides you rejected me so why should I accept your love now?" He asked sharply while narrowing his eyes. "I'm sorry!" I whined as I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. "I don't know what to say now but.. I just don't feel that you would be good enough for me." Sam sighed in defeat. I walked up to him my eyes still teary.  I have to face the fact that I do love him. Just go for a kiss and show your love. "Sam!" I shouted. "Huh?" He answered as I smacked my lips on to his. I kept my eyes closed embarrassed to see his face. I expected him to pull away or something but he didn't. I opened my eyes to see that he's kissing back with his eyes closed. His cheeks were red. I pulled away. "I-I couldn't resist..." I said quickly looking down at my feet. "I guess my feelings for you is still a thing since your kiss made me melt." He said as his face got more red. "So you still like me?" My heart pounded quickly. "Yeah.. " he sighed. I sighed with relief. "But I can't be with you and you can't be with me because we already have someone." "I know." I gazed sadly at Sam. "Well I think I'll heading back to Yuki now." He said walking away. "Wait! What if we broke up with Soul and Yuki?" I asked all of a sudden. Wtf is wrong with me? Why am I being desperate. "I can't break up with Yuki..." He said rubbing his chin while thinking. "I know it was stupid of me.." I sat on the floor pulling my legs close to my chest. "I'm sorry I have feelings for Yuki too so.." He stared through the window. "I just want you to know, I don't care if we can't be together. I love you and I can accept it if you don't want to be with me yet." I gazed at him with teary eyes. He walked over to me. "Sookie.. Thanks I'll think about what you said." He kneeled down and hugged me. "Well I should go now so yeah.. See you later my Sook Sook." He winked at me and left.

I remember him bothering me. He always said I was his girlfriend which bugged me. But now I wish he would do that again. But at least he still likes me.. I think I'm getting jealous of Yuki. She's beautiful, kind, friendly, goofy, crazy, and a teachers pet. I guess she is more likely to be suited for him than I am..

Woot I finished this chapter hehe. Hope you guys enjoy the new chapter. Yes it's all Sookie's Pov so yeah. I need some more of hers lol. I know it's kind of short but meh. Well later pups. Hehe!~LadyPoodle