Megan POV
Pregnant, I could be pregnant and I wouldn’t want to have a better family to raise it. I opened the door the door to find Kellin getting dress.
“So, there’s my shirt.” He exclaimed. His smile faded when he saw the look. “Babe, what’s wrong.”
“I know it’s only been two days, but we’ve had unprotected sex, Kellin. There’s a really good chance that I could get pregnant. I talked to Vic about and he says the boys would be great help.” His face was twisted up in disbelief.
“You told Vic before me?” he looked pissed.
“I mean, yeah. It was by accident, I mean you were sleep and I was panicking and I didn’t want to wake you and with the nerves of the antidepressant and the fact that we just had sex and,” he took a deep breath.
“I really wish you would’ve told me.” he said a little upset.
“Well you have to understand I can’t go into details with everyone else. Not even Vic. Kellin, what are we gonna do with a child? Vic says I can come on the tour with you, but I don’t want to be a burden. But I also don’t want to take care of a child by myself.”
“Well, if you do get pregnant, I’ll cancel the tour and I’ll be with you. If not. You are coming on tour with us.” I looked at him with confused eyes.
“What do you mean, ‘if not you are coming on tour with us’?” I said in my best Kellin voice.
“I love you too much to leave you here by yourself and let’s face it, you know that too.”
Who knew that two weeks later, we would all come to regret that.
*2 weeks later*
I was lying in bed with Kellin. We we’re video calling the guys while they did a concert.
“Megs, guess what I got.” Jaime yelled from the background. He held up a giant purple teddy bear.
“Er mah gerd! It’s freaking adorable!”
“Yeah to bad I bought it!” Mike screamed from the background.
“Hey, guys we gotta go. Mob of fans heading our way.” Vic ended the call and I got up. My stomach was on fire and I hadn’t even done anything.
“Babe, are you ok? You look a little green.” I ran for the bathroom and puked into the toilet. Kellin was behind me, holding my hair back in a heartbeat.
“Kellin, it’s been two weeks into the month.” He looked at me as if I was speaking some unknown language. I shook my head. “I must be sick.” He nodded and left.
“Where ya going?” I asked as he grabbed his car keys, his jacket, and his beanie.
“I’ll be back.” Was all he said. Was he leaving me because I was pregnant?
Kellin POV
I put my sunglasses on and walked into the pharmacy. I walked up to the checkup aisle.
“Um, excuse me miss?” the woman looked over and automatically knew who I was.
“You’re Kellin Quinn from Sleeping with Sirens.” I rolled my eyes. As if I don’t get that enough.
“Look, miss where do you keep the pregnancy tests?” she looked shock by my answer. “Yes, I have a girlfriend who might be pregnant, now where do you keep the damn tests at?!” I yelled. She pointed to the aisle titled 3. I nodded and ran down there. I picked up three tests, some Pepto-Bismol, and a tub of ice-cream and ran back to the lady. I gave her a twenty and sprinted out of there. I’m nervous and excited. I might be a father to the most beautiful child ever. They are going to be so lucky to have Megan as a mother. I sped home and sat in the driveway. I was just too antsy. I grabbed the bag and opened the door.
“Babe, I’m back.” Nothing. It was quiet. “Babe, I got freezer burn ice-cream. I hear muffled sobs and sniffles. I ran upstairs and looked in the bathroom and there she was. A razor in her hand and her arm bleeding.
“Megan!” I dropped the bag and ran to her. She buried her face in my chest.
“I though you left me and I freaked out and I was out of antidepressants and the pain was too much and, and-” I rocked gently
“Shhhh.” I kissed her forehead. “We’re in too far for me to leave now. And no. Just because you cut yourself now doesn’t mean I’m leaving. I love you Megan. And I mean it.” I got a wet cloth and wiped her cuts clean and took a gauge and wrapped it around her arm.
“So, you really bought freezer burn ice cream?” she said wiping her tears, still snuffling.
“Yeah.” I laugh while trying not to cry. I looked into her glistening eyes.
“What’s wrong?”
“I love you.” I reached in the bag and handed her the pregnancy tests. She nodded and I walked out, sitting in front of the door. What seemed hours later, about ten minutes, she opened the door and told me to come in.
Test 1. Positive.
Test 2. Positive.
Test… I looked for test3, which she pulled from behind her back.
Test 3.
Positive. Finally, I started to cry.
“What’s wrong?” she asked. I laughed and cried at the same time.
“We’re having a baby. I’m going to be a father. We’re a family.” I said, crying even more. She began to cry and I came over and gave her a hug. I bent down and kissed her stomach.
“Hey. I’m Kellin. Your father. Boy was it fun making you.” She hit me on the head. “Kidding. Not really.” I whispered the last part. “We’re going to love you no matter what. Don’t forget your stupid uncles. Uncle Vic, he’s going to love you no matter what and will do anything to make you happy. Uncle Tony is going to spoil you undeniably. Uncle Jaime is going to make you hate uncle tony, so be prepare to choose sides.” Megan laughed. “And Uncle Mike is going to make you laugh so much. But most of all, you’re going to love us. Your mother is the most precious thing to ever open the door to me. In fact, if it wasn’t for Uncle Vic, you wouldn’t be here. Boy when your mother opened the door for me, I thought she was the most beautiful thing ever. Minus the red vans.” She grunted. “Which I love of course.”
“But, no matter how much shit, I mean, stuff we go through, we always stick it out in the end.”
“And your father I going to love you so much. We are going to welcome you into the world of Pierce the Veil, Sleeping with Sirens, Black Veil Brides. Boy, you’re going to love it.” And at that moment, is when I realized, this is the second thing I love more than Megan. The first is Megan herself. I have the most perfect family I could ask for. Ever.
I wiped the tears from my eyes and stood up to kiss Megan.
“This is real.” I hugged her tightly.
“Yes it is.”
“We gotta tell Vic and the guys.”
“Let’s wait until they get home. I want to tell them in person.” She nodded.
“Now, about the ice cream.” I laughed, but gave her the ice-cream and we went to bed together. Thinking about our family to be.
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Fanfic"When I'm lying in my bed I think about life and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me." -Morrissey ☀ 2010 setting