Invisible c.h

fade away

Day 2

I walked to school, taking the long way, trying to read the thoughts in my head.

I started distancing myself from my friends, knowing they won't notice my strange behavior.

I fade away, in their life, in this world, knowing no one will notice I'm gone, forever, I'm not important to them.

I'm just, a memory to them, but I'm lost in it, I don't know what has happened or what is happening.

I'm lost in someone's memory, it wasn't mine.

I got to school, going to my first class, which was math, I hate it, a lot.

I walked in, seeing my friends all the way in the back. There wasn't any seats open, they again forgot I was in there group.

I sighed, grabbed a chair and sat next to them, fiddling with my fingers, they just looked at me and nodded their heads and continued their conversation.

I noticed they talked lower, so I couldn't hear them, that made my mood even worse, I know they don't want me as a friend, but why are they this cruel to me?

I just looked down at my lap, and let the tears flow down my face slowly.
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hi guys, hope you like this
I'm very proud of it so yeah
bye :)