Love Being Hate

Love Being Hate -11

Nagluluto na kami ngayon ni Shawn, kase mapilit siya haha. Pero, nakikita ko parin yung pagka un-easy nya.

Nakitang kong nahiwa ulit ng knife yung daliri ng bakulaw.

"Aish! Wag ka na kaseng tumulong Shawn! Tingnan mo, puro hiwa na yang daliri mo HAHA."

"Eeh. But I want to help. Sige na halimaaaw.. Pleasee?"

"Aish. Sige, pagkatapos ng hinihiwa mong yan, eh hindi ka na tutulong sa pagluluto ha? Baka masunog ka kapag nagluto ka." Pang-aasar ko sa kanya.

"O edi wag! Tch." Tanging tawa nalang ang naisagot ko, kasi wala akong ma-reply sa kanya. Haha. Tapos asarin pa. He never change-- ugh, I mean his doings an his attitude, he still the same old stubborn Shawn.

"Oh, tapos ko nang hiwain yang kalabasa." Gusto nya kasi nang Nilaga. Haha. Na-miss nya kasi nung bata kami eh.

Napatingin ako dun sa hiniwa nya. Perfect naman. HAHAHA. Lakas ko makalait! Ganoon talaga!

"Oh, maupo ka na dun. Ako nang tatapos nito okay?"

"Okay."

Habang nagluluto ako, ay biglang nag-ring yung phone ng bakulaw, napatingin ako sa direksyon nya, at nakitan sinagot nya yung call.

Sino kaya yung tumawag? Si Shaina kaya? Ugh, why do I keep involving her when it comes to Shawn? Cause I know that Shawn loves her? Ugh! Damn you Shaina! Shaina loves by everyone, while me.. hates by everyone. Why life is unfair?

I just shrugged it off, and continue cooking for our lunch.

I heard that the call was ended, and Shawn, call me.

"Yna!"

"O?"

"Sorry, I need to go. It's emergency. Forgive me, i'll make it up to you next time."

"O-okay." And I plastered a fake smile. I'm disappointed because he left me. Pero wala naman akong karapatan para pigilan sya, sa mga ginagawa nya. Hay

"Babye! See you! Take care!" I said, as i'm trying to cheer my voice, to avoid letting out a disapponted tone. Hay.

"Babye!" And now he leaves me, I was left alone here at my unit.

Haha. And now, sino ngayon, makakasama ko kumain? Masasaang ang niluto ko kapag walang kumain. It will become a trash, sooner or later. Hay. What if, kung ibigay ko yan, sa mga batang walang makain sa walkside? Yay! Good idea!--- we used to do this before-- i'm referring to Shane.

Nilagay ko yung nilaga sa tupperware, at inilagay sa paper bag, and I also brought rice.

I get my car key, I go downstairs, and I drive my purple kiss, where I see too many children- with empty tummy.

When I got my way, I hurriedly park my car and come nearer to them.

"Hello!" I said in cheerfully tone.

"Hi po. Ano pong ginagawa nyo dito ate?" Tanong sakin nung batang babae. Kung titingnan sya, she looks rich and hmm... cute? Yay!

"I'm here to give you foods." I said, as if naman she'll understand. But what if...

"Really? You gotta be kidding me." Iling iling na sabi nung bata. What the hell?

"No, i'm not kidding with you kids, here." And i raised my hands-- that holds the paperbags.

"Yay! Thankyou po ate! By the way, what's your name?" The way she talk, she's like a old woman to me, and she looks like a rich kid, but what the hell happened?

"I'm Pretty Monster got it?" I said as i up and down my brow. HAHA.

"What? Pretty, but monster? How ironic! Are you sure ate, that pretty monster was your name? But you're beautiful ate." She said.

"Yes. And who are you by the way?"

"I'm Chloe, Chloe Wesley."

Chloe Wesley....

Chloe Wesley...

Chloe Wesley...

Chloe Wesley...

Wesley? Don't tell me, she's the missing sister of Shane? My God. Ako ang kasama ni Shane Miko, kapag nag-hahanap si Miko.

"Chloe! do you know, who Shane Miko Wesley is?" I ask.

"Uhhm, Yes? He's my brother. Btw, why do you ask, Ate PPretty Monster?"

"Your Kuya is still looking for you! Leave that paperbag to your friends, and com'on let's go. I'll bring you to your brother."

"No! I don't want to!" My God. She's only fvcking 11 years old as i know! but the way she talks! It's so intimidating.

I remember, our Dean 2 years ago he announces that her grandchild, whose name is Chloe Wesley is missing. And I finally found her! She's missing for 2 years God!

"Why? Don't you want to see your brother?" I ask chloe.

"I want to."

"Then, why don't you go with me? And i'll take you to your brother."

"It's just i'm angry with my brother."

"Are you referring to Shane?" As I held her hand, and sit for awhile to the waiting shed.

"Nope, it's Shiro." W-what? May kapatid pa si Shane?!

"And?"

"Shiro really hates kuya Miko, that's why i leave to their house. Cause i'm tired. I want them to be close again."

"Why? Do they fight? Over a woman?" I said. Ayon lang naman ang possible reasons eh, do they fought over Shaina? Aish!

"Yes. You got it. That Ate Czarina, who likes or should i say loves by my kuya Miko, is also liked by Shiro."

W-what? Is this revealing? My God. My mind cannot absurb anything i heard. Ayaw kong paniwalaan ito.

"And why the hell, your kuya Shiro, knows that girl named Czarina?" I ask.

"As far as i know, Shiro, likes you, because he met you, when you and kuya Miko become friends back when you're in elementary grade."

W-what? S-shiro?! Who the hell is he? And Chloe knows m-me? Wtf. How did she...

"My kuya Miko always tells about you. Also Shiro, and he has a picture of you. To be exact, a stolen shots."

And my heart melts.

Siguro, kung hindi nangyari 'yun, kami parin hanggang ngayon.

"Really? Can you tell me, those memories that your Kuya tells you?"

"Uh-oh." She said, nakatingin sya sa likod ko, at napatingin rin ako doon.

"S-shane..." did he hear something? I hope wala.

He did not look at me or what, he chose to ignore me, and he just pay his attention only to Chloe.

Ouch. Ang sakit lang, parang ipinaramdam nya sa'king, wala na syang paki. And parang hindi ako nag-eexist. Hay. I know, I can move on.

"Finally Iuya found you. Let's Go? Kuya misses you a lot." Pag-aaya nya kay chloe.

Bakit ganoon? 2 years ago rin yun nangyari, pero bakit ako lang? Bakit ako lang ang hindi nya maalala?!

And Chloe just nod to me, and they left me. Wow. That was fast.