69 Days | JJK

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CHAPTER 31

DAY 44/69

It has only been a day and yet I feel so dead, hopeless, helpless, souless and friendless...

I was always an introvet, I don't really associate myself with the others in class hence I don't really have real friends. Things has only gotten better after meeting Jungkook, whom i have already considered a friend, or actually more than that ,my crush.

Why was I so foolish to actually believe in Jimin? I knew that BTS couldn't be trusted at all and yet I still let him in.  I mean Jungkook is one of them but I truly believe that he had a good side after meeting him for a long time,  he even confessed to me,  that made me want to see him more.

"Jungkook ... where are you?" I whisper softly sitting by my window, I drew inky angels on my arms, I blow them,  I hope they can reach to Jungkook and bring him to safety, I hope that somewhere on earth...  no matter where he is,  he is fine.

I've folded so many paper stars, they all look so beautiful, it's countless.  Every star holds my wish, to just meet him again.

I hear the doorbell ringing and I immediately ran to the door,  jerking it open hoping that it was Jungkook running back into my arms.

With a fake smile plastered on my face,  I immediately dropped that act and it got replace by a frown.  I furrowed my eyebrows, "Jimin what are you doing here?Get out ! I have nothing to do with you! "I shouted.

He holds onto the door and before I could slam it shut, he puts his foot there,  stopping and preventing me from doing it,  "Cassandra... please can we talk?" I saw how desperate he wanted to talk to me,  his eyes,  it shows it all.

"You have five minutes. " I told him and let go of the door,  finding myself on the couch, I cross my legs and folded my arms.

"Cassandra...  I'm sorry. " he says and I was unimpressed, "is that all you have to say?  I am busy. " I told him.

"Do you think I would believe that?  Look at your arm,  it's all filled with gel ink pen,  are you trying to make your arm bleed by poking it through your skin?! " he looked really worried for me but I am frigging sure myself that it might just be an act,  yep, an act. Just like how sweet he was when he confessed and look at how heartless he was the day before.

" let's break up. " he once said and it still lingers in my head, haunting me at night.

"Cassandra. "  I looked up, making eye contact with him.

His eyes started tearing and he couldn't take it anymore, bursting into tears,  I just sat there clueless and motionless.

"Now if you want me to just watch you cry for five minutes, I would rather you get out. " I stood up and wanted to go into my room but he grabs my hand and pulls in into a hug,  he put his arms around my waist and head on my shoulders, he was backhugging me.

"Jimin what are you doing?!  Go away, let me go! "I screamed into tears as well.  "You broke my heart ,I don't want to see you anymore." I sobbed but he just tightens the hug.  "I love you. " he says into my ears,  I couldn't process what was going on hence I harshly yanked myself off from his hug and kicked him in his balls,  he groans and fell onto the ground.

"Now before I sweep you out with a broom, will you just show yourself out?  The door is just there." I wiped my tears and screamed at him, venting out my anger.

He just turns around and went out of the house, obeying me.  I locked the door and slumped down the wooden door, I hugged my legs as I let the tears stream down my face continuously like a freely flowing river.

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I laid onto the ground in front of the door,  no one will disturb me hence I cried my heart out.

I turned around and my fragil body faced the tiny gap between the door and the ground .I stumbled upon a unfamiliar piece of paper.  With my eyesight still blurry, I pulled it out and started reading it.

No...  no...  no...

Just.

No.
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