Bloody Red & Sky Blue

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

''You will be okay, nothing will hurt you anymore'' my mother told me in a soft soothing voice, that will forever warm the depths of my heart.

''But I don't want to lose you... yo... you're everything to me'' I protested while stuttering, fear and despair took over me. Mom smiled at me taking a few steps towards me.

she's wearing a long white dress, with a hot red strap under her chest that goes around to be tied at her back, the material was flying with her long brown hair with every gush of wind that came past us. her hazel eyes were shining bright as the day light.

She looked like an angel.

My angel.

''Not everything we want we get my love'' she answered standing two steps away from me, her words made a tear escape and run down my cheeks without my permission.

''But I can't do this alone, and you know it'' I told her like a stubborn child while taking the few steps that was between us and wrapped my arms around her waist, hugging her with all my might, resting my head on her shoulder, thinking that she would disappear any second if I were to let go. Mom didn't seem to mind my strong embrace, in fact she hugged me back, and a chuckle from her has been herd.

Though this heartwarming, tear stopping moment has come to an end as mom spoke again after some peaceful moments.

''You have to keep on living, you have to carry on, find the answers that you were looking for'' she told me while stroking my hair, I lifted my head looking into her eyes that I will forever love.

''But without you and dad, there is nothing left for me here, there is no reason for me to look for those answers'' I told her looking down at the white ground, not wanting to meet her eyes. Because I know what I just said might have disappointed her, but that's how I feel and I can't help it.

After hearing what I said she pulled away making me miss her warmth, she placed her hands on my shoulders.

Dad was standing behind mom arms folded. His blue eyes looking into mine with much emotion and love, I could feel them all, his short brown hair that made him look safer, everything about him made me feel safer, his stance, his smile, his loving gaze and his sweet scent all of those things screams at me when I stand in front of him that I'm at home.

He too looked like a loving angle. He was wearing a white suit and a sky blue necktie that matched his eyes.

''You owe it to yourself to know. This has to be done for you and only you'' she paused for a second, placing her palms on my cheeks lifting my head up a bit to make me look straight into her eyes. They were covered by her serious expression that I knew and miss.

''you have to promise us, no matter what you must carry on, even if you find the answers you're looking for, you must live on, no matter how hard it gets, even if those answers weren't favorable. Accept them and move on. Even if you don't have a reason for you to keep going find one, no matter what, you must live on, happily'' and she wiped my tears that were still flowing out of my eyes with her thumps.

I stared at her, trying to take in every inch of her face in my mind, she always warmed my heart, she and dad were everything to me in this world, how can I just keep going when I'm missing a huge peace of me?

''Promise me'' she asked again. I nodded.

''I promise'' I told her honestly, I would do anything for mom and dad, they gave me many things in my life. I have always tried my hardest to make it up for them, to show them how thankful I am. if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be here or have been anywhere in my life, even though it's hard, I want to do everything I can for them, and if that's what they want. I will do my best for them.