One Girl and Her Poems

Monster of a Father

I still think about you,
I still look for your car,
I still look for you in your favourite cafe,
How you made me feel,
How you treated me,
I'm disgusted that I actually still care for you,
All you did is scared me I never saw a father,
I just saw monster who made me feel like a worthless piece of crap,
I still remember each argument,
The way you look at me eyes filled with hatred and anger,
My eyes filled with sorrow and fear,
What father makes his daughter scared for her safety,
Then you come back saying how sorry you are and will I forgive you,
One of the things I hate about me is that I can see you coming through,
I don't want my friends and family to be exposed to the dreadful monster you are,
And I hope I don't turn into that dreadful monster,
Because I don't want to go down the same path as you.

You don't care you never did, I don't know if I'm ok with that, but I just guess I'll have to be. Never a father just a monster of a person.