"Want me to walk you home?" Becky genuinely asks. I think about it and it might be a little risky. But I guess it wouldn't hurt to walk a little.
"Sure" she claps her hands in excitement and we begin walking.
"I really missed you. Nothing was the same around here, it was boring" she admitted while looking at me. She held my shoulder and squeezed it out of friendliness.
"I did too, but everything that happened to me for those seven days made me see the world differently. To make the most on life because death is at it's own clock" I say and she gives me a sympathetic smirk. We continue walking in silence and I think I went too deep about the whole dying concept.
"If you don't mind me asking...what happened to you when you were missing?" My heart stops beating and I begin to feel ill. What do I tell her? That I was kidnapped by werewolves and now I am one? No freaking way.
"It's not something I like talking about, but just know that it was the most traumatic and torturous experience I've ever had to deal with. One day I promise I will open up to you but now I'm just not ready" It was the truth but I didn't want to give too much away. This is not what I hoped our conversation to be when we were walking home. I knew she understands when I say that I don't want to talk about it, not only was it the whole kidnapping scene. But how the cops hounded me with questions, I kept the story simple and said I didn't remember much because I passed out most of the time. It didn't sound realistic at all but at least they believed it.
We arrived at my house eventually and we both stood at the front door in awkward silence.
"Do you want to come in?" I genuinely ask. It's seems ages since Becky has been in my house, I can't imagine the stress and worry she was under.
"I would but mum wants me home early tonight. Maybe another time?" she replies. I nod and we say our goodbyes, I'll see her at school tomorrow anyway.
As soon as I step foot in the house anger begins to rise. Not this again.
"How was school honey?" my mum approaches me sweetly. I look at her then quickly look to the ground. I feel irritated and annoyed that I can't seem to handle the sound my own mothers voice.
"Good" I simply reply and bolt upstairs. I feel absolutely rude and ignorant for ditching my mother but I can't let her see me like this. No one can. I can't control it! I feel like I'm going insane. I slam the door meaninglessly behind me as I enter my room.
I chuck my belongings effortlessly on the ground and my body tenses tightly. I growl attempting to contain myself but it doesn't seem to work. My nails grow out and teeth bulge out of my mouth. No one can see me like this! Ever! I close my blinds and hide myself among the darkness.
It sounds like car brakes, cutlery on plates and chalk on a board screeched through my ears. I clamp them shut and drop to my knees. I feel powerful and strong when I'm transformed into a mythical creature.
Then I smell something, something familiar. I irritates me that I'm unable to expose myself to anyone but I cannot hold back. So, I swing my blinds open and look out my window. As soon as my body hit the light my extended features disappeared. I sigh in relief as my muscles relax, slouching over my window seal. Searching outside unable to see anything from above. I gaze below and see Aidan, that guy from school. What does he want from me? He's stalking me, it's illegal. Plus he's a wolf, that has to mean something. Does he know I'm one? This is past stalking potential, it's getting way out of hand. Most of all it's utterly strange.
I'm beyond terrified as I close my blinds and slide down the wall allowing myself to sit. I breathe heavily not knowing what's actually happening to my life. Am I going insane? Why wasn't Derek, Aaron, Xavier and the others like me? Why can't I control myself? Sulking on the floor is cliche enough, also knowing that no one is here to help me. I'm lonely and severely emotionally damaged. I can't help but think I'm helpless and no one is willing to help me. Derek would've supported me but he was arrogant enough to leave me and vanish from my life.
I slowly stand up from my sitting position and lazily dump my body on my bed. I grab all my pillows and bunch them up around me, allowing my body to collapse itself. I close my eyes exhaling in comfort and hoping for a much positive day tomorrow. I just wish I was normal again not a werewolf.
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